Where do I begin?

Chapter 33

"Umm... Yeah Liam you did her that right. I don't like Lukas a lot." I say while my cheeks were burning up. What was I suppose to do now. Like honestly it's not like I can walk up to Lukas and confront him with my feels. It was unexpected that Liam just laughed.
"How is this funny?"
"Lukas likes you as well and you like him. The both of you need to confront each other about these feelings." I was speechless. Why would he like me? Was it the same reason as Chris or different.
Why did I just think of Chris? Every time I think of him I just want to cry, I miss him so much but I need to move on. But it's harder than I thought especially now I've told the girls and Liam I like Lukas.

This whole situation is confusing. Chris is dating Lara now so why can't I move on like he has. What's setting me back from going up to Lukas and confronting him. I wonder how Chris is going? What why is he always in my head. I ran away to get a way from him but obviously that's not good enough as he's always in my head.

I really need advice about all of this. There was only one person who knew me better than anyone and that was my mum. I have to call her now.

"Hey sorry guys but I need to do. I need to make a urgent phone call. I'll meet you at my place in a hour or so." With that I walked off. I need to solve this situation. I just needed help with it all.

( Leanne in Bold and Elizabeth as normal)

Hey mum. It's Elizabeth.
Hey darling. I'm so glad you've called. How are you?
Yeah I'm okay. Missing you though. I just called for some advice mum.
Aw I miss you to sweetie. Mumma is always here for advice.
You know how I said I need to get away as i need space to get my head around everything. That was a lie, I did it as Chris is now dating Lara and I just couldn't stand being in the same school or area as them so I needed to get away. Anyway I've met this guy called Lukas, I really like him but when ever I want to confess my feelings to him I think of Chris and how much I miss him. I can't stop think about Chris mum. What do I do? Help me?!
Oh darling. I know it's hard to see or well think Chris has moved on and so should you, but Chris, honey he isn't fine. He misses you. The boys are really worried about him. If you really like this Lukas guy then you wouldn't be thinking about Chris. I know deep down your still in love with him. You like Lukas as you want to get over Chris and stop loving him. I think it's time for you to come home only a week and sort things out with Chris then you come back to where you are now and move forward if that is what you really want.
Thanks mum your the best. I will think about coming home or not. I hope Chris is okay. I will always love him no matter what but he has moved on and now it's my turn it just going to be more harder than I thought.
It will never be easy to move on from the ones you will always love. All we can do is try. My offer is always here darling. I'm sure Ethan and Jakob would be happy to see you. Just think about what you really want.
Thank you again mum. I'll see how much flight tickets are as I've grabbed a job at a coffee shop the first week I've moved here so hopefully I should have enough. I'm not promising anything though mum it's just a suggestion okay. I love you so much and I'll call you later.
Okay darling. I love you to. Bye.

With that I ended it. Maybe mum was right I should go back home for a week and settle things down with Chris so I can move on. Will it be that easy though. Will I want to come back here once I've been home.