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seventeen the8

She is so ugly

She is such a nerd. I was in the same school

Why she is even with minghao

geez, I am way prettier than her

She doesn't deserve him

I get these comments every day. Ever since minghao made our relationship public, I have been receiving nasty comments. I have received more than a dozen 'gifts' like a dead rat or a picture with 'die' written in red all over it. I have been attacked by sasengs a lot of times. I nearly had a fractured rib once.

I have been keeping this a secret from Minghao. I don't want to be a burden. I know that he is tired whenever I see him. He tries to keep a smile on his face but I can see it in his eyes. His dark circles, his gradually-getting-thinner face.

I am trying to be strong. Both of us are. But honestly I am losing it. I have been thinking about breaking up. A couple of times actually.

'Ting tong' the bell rang, snapping me out of my thoughts. I opened the door and saw a parcel. I sighed, knowing that it was one of the 'gifts' from the fans again.

I know I should not open it but...
It was from his ex, Mina. The parcel contained photos of me and her.
Dear Krista,
Are you ignoring all the disapproval about your relationship with minghao or are u just plan dumb. Do you know that you DO NOT DESERVE minghao? Geez look at yourself. Look at the photos there are girls way prettier than you. Minghao would definitely have a better life without you.

I broke down after reading it. I pushed it somewhere out of sight and rushed to the bathroom.

Once I was there,I broke down into sobs. I needed something to rid of the pain, the emotional pain. I stood up shakily and reached for the handle of the cabinet and took the pen knife
I ran my fingers over its cold smooth surface. I have not cut since I met minghao(and seventeen). But I needed this really badly.

I brought the small shiny object to my upper arm and made my way down. I shook as the familiar pain passed through me. It was pain which was made me feel less emotional pain. I made a few cuts and stayed there for a while before cleaning up.

After a few hours

"Krista, jagi. I am home!" I heard minghao yelling cheerfully. 'In here, babe' I shouted from the bedroom. 'Crystal, my precious jewel.' Minghao sweetly cooed before taking me into his warm and comfortable embrace. He lifted my chin up slowly. He brought his lips down to mine. The kiss was warm, soft and full of love which made me feel fuzzy all over.

After a while, we broke the kiss due to the lack of air. He grinned and pecked my forehead. I smiled at him, forgetting everything that happen today. Even though I have been with him for quite a while, I still could not get used to his kisses. They never failed to make my legs go weak and the butterflies in my stomach to flutter.

"Go, shower. I will prepare dinner," I chuckled, playfully pushing him away. "I still want to hug you,"

Minghao's pov
A wide smile spread across my face at the sight of Krista. She never failed to make me smile. She never failed to make me feel recharged even after hours of practice. She continues to amaze me with her beauty. She looks pretty even in a simple long sleeve tee and sweatpants. Being abused by her parents during her childhood , I know she is struggling to come out of her shell and I am escastic that she is improving.

I was so engrossed in my thoughts that I tripped over the bed, making me stumble and drop my clothes. I bent down to pick it up and saw a box under the bed. I frowned as I picked it up. I did not remember a box underneath the bed. I nearly dropped the box in shock when I saw what was inside. Shakily I picked up a photo among the horrible things that were inside. It was a photo of Krista covered with words written in red like "Die! Go to hell, bitch! Leave Minghao!"

Her phone rang, snapping me out of my thoughts. I glanced at it and  saw that it was a notification from twitter. I opened it and what I saw shocked me further. I saw a ton of nasty comments.

Bitch. Slut. Whore.

You don't deserve minghao. 

Why are you dating him?

Look at yourself.  You are as pretty as shit.

Don't use him for your own fame.

You are bringing him down.

I immediately dropped the phone and went to the kitchen.

Krista’s POV

A pair of arms wrapped around making me smile. "Why didn't you tell me?" Minghao asked, his voice thick with emotions. I stiffened. "Tell you what, cupcake?" I replied, hoping that it wasn't about what I thought it was. "About the fans," he said, his voice trembling.
"I didn't want to burden you. I know how tired you are. I know how hard you are trying to stay strong for me, for us. I know that you try to keep a smile on your face so that I would not worry no matter how exhausted you are. I want to stay strong for you, for us, for our love. I know that you are staying strong. I am afraid that you will get tired of trying and leave me." I responded, my voice quavering.

"Krista..." Minghao cooed, as he embraced me tightly. I clutched his shirt as quiet sobs left my mouth. He stroked my hair softly, a gesture that calmed me down.After I had calmed down somewhat, he lifted up my chin, making me look into his eyes.

"Krista, I am not fake- smiling. I always feel over the moon when I am around you. You never fail to make me smile. Your presence itself make me forget about all the worries a.nd the exhaustion. I love you for who you are no matter what people say. You are the most beautiful person in my eyes.I am yours and you are mine. And nothing is going to keep us apart."

He then crashed his lips to mine and kissed me softly. He hold me so gently as if I was a fragile piece of glass and would break if he exerted a bit pressure. He bit my lip, his way of asking me to open my mouth and I did. Tongues swirled together... it was magical.

The doorbell rang, breaking our kiss. Minghao grinned guilty. "I forget to tell you. The performance unit is coming over."

Hi the maknae author-nim here( I just going to call myself admin L) . U just want to say that this is my first time writing. U may find this one shot in another profile cause I also published this in my own personal profile
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