Lies and Secrets... This is our Story

Chapter 1

Natasha POV

Natalia Alinovna Romanova.
Natasha Romanoff.
The Black Widow.
A Spy.
An Assassin.
A Traitor.   

It's no lie saying once Clint had rescued her from the red room Natasha had practically become a traitor, but she never ever regretted that, she knows that. But with people, the press, the government calling her a traitor to what was left of the avengers... Hell they aren't even avengers even more, it broke her. She had enough she could no longer act all I don't give a sh*t and not show her emotions. Her walls they had broken. She had a family again and they broke it again. It happened all over again she fell in love her crazy 'family', even if she hated to admit it!

Clint. Clint was her brother from another mother. Clint was her partner in crime. He was one of the most important people in Natasha's life. If it wasn't for Clint giving her another chance Natasha would 99.9% be dead if she hadn't died from someone else she probably would of ended it years ago if she had to continue working with the KGB. Clint even trusting her enough to show his 'secret' family to her meant so much that words couldn't even describe. Being so close to Clint even to the point where his kids call her Aunty Nat and Clint and Laura calling there next child 'Natasha' or Nathaniel because to Natasha's luck it was a boy!

Wanda. Wanda being fairly new to the team after the battle for Sokovia and losing her brother, Natasha could relate in many ways. Yes Wanda and her may not of got off on the right foot but they grew so close that they were sisters. She felt for her, all the hate and power, she had been there.

Sam. While 'him' and her where on the run from S.H.I.E.L.D, or what was then actually Hydra, 'he' had apparently met this guy called Sam while running one morning in DC. That's when they met and Sam willing gave up his normal life to help them defeat Hydra. Soon enough he became an avenger and therefore part of the gang.

Scott. Yeah she doesn't know much about him. Just that he has a prison record for stealing and has a daughter called Cassie that he loves with all his heart. Oh and that he can shrink and Grow???

Vision. What do you call him AI? The  good version of ultron? He was just trying to understand and help find goodness in the world? She didn't really know. Either way Vision was part of the team and therefore part of her family.

Rhodey. Rhodey and Nat had first met way back when Natasha was Natalie and working as Tony's 'assistant' really she was just doing her evaluation of him for the avengers initiative but either way that's when they met, that night when Tony was drunk and Rhodey stole his suit. And she ended up saving his life after his suit was hacked. He was all part of her mad 'family'.

Tony. Tony was getting worse by the day his break up with pepper, the ultron incident, and the accords he so desperately wanted to make up for his mistakes it probably just led to another mistake but was he to blame for that? No. That was the government. The government was just making it worse for everyone. And Tony was at breaking point just as much as her. But he had it, finding out that Bucky killed his parents. He went full out almost to the point where he killed 'him' and Bucky. Did she blame him. No. If she found out who killed her family, yeah she would kill them too. Everything. Everything was the governments fault. That is who she blamed.

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'Him.' Steve. She had so many words she wanted to say to him. I'm sorry. Please forgive me. I know  you hate me for not choosing your side so I understand if you don't want to forgive me and no longer want to be... Friends? Partners? That's what they were wasn't it? Of course that's what they were he said it himself. Was it, she felt a stronger place in her heart for him, she owes him,  he is one of the other most important people is her life, heck she would die for him. What was this feeling it can't be... Wait  what? No no no she can't love! She is the black widow! Love is for children!