Wasted Love

But... what about...

"Kj we've Known each other for 3 days now and I know that doesn't seem that long but I don't care I have to follow my heart wherever it leads. And it is leading to you. You're 18 and I'm 24 but I don't care. Age is just a number and you're more mature than any person my age. I don't want that to be the reason that we are apart. I like you alot Kj. I want to be your warmth when it's cold and the blanket aren't enough. I want to stay up all night talking or bitching with you. So much so that your always on my mind. So I have a question for you. Kj will you do me the honour of being my girlfriend."

"But... what about your fans simon. They will judge you. For dating a 18 year old. It might not be that much for you simon but it is for them. There is a 6 year age gap." I said as Simons face saddened.

"Well I understand that but if they were truly my fans they would support me for chasing something that I want. " He expressed

He had a point. If they love him they should want him to be happy.

"Simon Minter It would bring me great pleasure to be your girlfriend" I smiled.

I watched as his face turned from a resting sad face to a bright smile.
He lept forward and hugged me causing us both to fall into the river. We resurfaced still hugging but we were both in a fit of laughter. It was to much effort to try and get back on the ring so we just walked down the stream with Simon holding the ring in one hand. And grasping my hand in the other.

Simon's POV

We finished at the water park. Got changed and drove back. I parked on the road of Kj's house. And got out to grab her stuff. I made sure to park away from her house so her mother wouldn't see us.
I grabbed her and and guided her away from the middle of the road.

She wrapped her armes around my neck and leant up to kiss my cheek. "Thankyou for today simon I loved every minute"

"Even the three minutes were we argued with that snobby slide attendant who wouldn't let us go together because it wasn't aloud"
I questioned.

"Yeah but that was bullshit because there was 2 pairs that went before us"

We both laughed.

"As much as I don't want to leave I better go" she said.

"Okay" I pouted.

"Dont pout babe. You look awful" she giggled.

I leant down and placed a small kiss on her soft lips. She kissed back but making the kisses longer.
I pushed her gently against my car. I kissed her once more before pulling away.

"You better get going love I will call you later." I tell her.

She nodded in response and ran up to her house.

I got in my car. And sat there amazed. She kissed me back properly. I didn't expect that. At all.

Kj's POV.

I got back in and something wasn't right. But I didn't know what.
Mom was in the living room. And didn't even acknowledge the fact I walked in. I ran up stairs to my room. But I heard a faint sobbing coming from across the hall.
I knocked on Conor's door but he wasn't in there. I proceeded to Jack's door. I knocked at waited but no one came to the door. I knew he was in there so I quietly walked in. He was sitting in a ball on the sofa crying. I ran up to him and hugged him. I hate seeing my brothers like this especially jack. Me and him are a bit closer than me and Conor. This is because I spend more time with him. Conor is usually busy with his music.

"Jack what is wrong"

"They told me to kill my self and to c-cut deeper" he stutterd.

"Calm down jack it's okay. Who told you to do that"

"People in the comments" he says quietly

"You mean the people who watch your videos"

"Mmhm" he mumbles

"It's okay jack. Don't listen to them. The world is full of people who will judge you. People are always going to talk about you. People will always make fun but.people will be jealous of you. They envy you jack. Dont let them ruin you day becauser of there petty problems You gotta learn to accept the hate. The hate is everywhere jack we just have to drown it out with happiness and positivity. I know it's tough but trust me. I am always here for you to pick you back up when you fall."

"I know. Thankyou Kj. I love you. I wouldn't be here without you. You are extremely mature for your age." He says

"So I've been told" I say thinking about Simon. "Anyway come on" I pull him off the sofa a set him in front of his recording equipment.

"Um what are you doing" he questions

"I am not doing anything but we are going to film a video."

"Ugh okay what about" he sighs

"Mmhm let's do a sibling who's most likely to"

"Yeah okay" he smiled.

We filmed the video it ended up being very funny.

Ring ring ring ring

I looked at my phone to see simon calling me. I asked jack if it was okay to go. He said it was cool he needed to edit it anyways.

I said goodbye and left the room.

I picked up the call.

Simon: hello beautiful

Kj: hey there smiley

Simon: aha I like it how is my boo thang

Kj: I don't know why don't you ask her

Simon: *laughs* okay then how are you?

Kj: oh I'm good how about you.

Simon: I'm great thanks.

Kj: I'm glad but simon..

Simon: what's wrong

Kierah: can we not tell my mum about us or anyone for that matter.

Simon: do you not want to be with me..

Kj: Of course I want to be with you it's just that my mum doesn't agree with it

Simon: well can I atleast tell the boys.

Kj: okay but only people you trust with you life. Like me and my brothers and my 2 best friends

Simon: okay I will tell the boys when it feels right.

Kj: okayyyy sounds good. I am going to go check on my brother. Text you before I go to bed okay?

Simon: okay little one. Shit sorry that's a bit awkward for our situation hah

Kj: kinda yeah. But I don't care it's cute. See ya later

Simon: goodbye babe

Kj: byeee

End of call.

I went to Jack's room and made sure he was okay. Which he was.

I left him to do what he wanted. I went to watch orange is the new black. My eyes became heavy and I unintentionally fell asleep.

I wake up at 10:37. And check my phone to see 2 texts. Both from simon.

From Si 😘
Hey xx

From Si😘
Just texting good night xx

To Si😘
Hey sorry fell asleep watching TV
Goodnight

I smiled to myself thinking about him.

From Si😘
Oh haha x no kisses xxx

To Si😘
I was saving them for in person.😉

From Si😘
Okay you are forgiven xx

To Si😘
I'm glad. Anyway Goodnight

From Si😘
Night babe. Xx

I read it but I didn't reply. I place my phone on charge and go to bed.