Oh God didn't really thought I was ever gonna be able to do this, BUT here I am. This is gonna be long so take a seat and something to eat.
Where do I have to start from? Not so long ago, almost two months ago, I was completely lost.. Without an anchor, without someone I could completely and blindly trust. *frowns a bit* I remember one day I was just looking around for something to do and I was 'stalking' accounts, until I found you. 'Violetta Petrova' I thought 'I need to know her.' And so I did. We started talking.. You were upset and I tried to cheer you up, you were cold at first but so was I. We started to get to know each other pretty well and after a few days we became best friends. You are literally so different from the other doppelgängers I met.. I thought I was over with the Petrovas but apparently, that's where I belong and now I understood why it didn't work out with Katherine or Elena.. It was because I always kept choosing the wrong one. You were the reason, and I didn't even know that, until now. You changed my life so damn much, I love your nicknames.. I love how you act around me, I love your ripper mode.. Because let's be honest, you do have a ripper mode *winks*. When I realized I started to have feelings for you... When I started to realize that every time I was with you all I wanted to do was kissing you, we were almost siblings and I didn't want to ruin anything that was between us, what if you didn't feel the same? What if I ruined everything? Would we still be best friends or it all would have been awkward? After all these questions I made to myself I decided to keep my mouth shut and be happy with what I already had... Too bad it lasted for a few days, then the feeling of emptiness came back again. Not having you, in each sense you want to get it, was slowly destroying me. That's when I decided I had to do something. That's a bit of luck that Lexi was there to give me some advices. 'Just kiss her' she said. And so I did. 'Now or never.' I told myself before doing it. You were surprised and of course you were, how couldn't you? But since then, everything became more simple.. I realized that my feelings were mutual and I freaked out. Okay perhaps I freaked out inside, but still. The little me inside my head started jumping around and started haunting some imaginary bunnie- shouldn't have said that. Now back to you, I'm in love with you.. Violetta. And I realized that I probably have always been, since the moment we talked for the first time.. Since the first time I realized that there wasn't a day where I wasn't thinking about you... A moment where I wasn't thinking 'God I want to kiss her so damn badly'. And YES, we are sooo different, but yet so similar so why not? Why shouldn't I take the chance? I need to, before someone else does. Vio, without wasting any time more.. I need to ask you it.. would you like to be my girlfriend? *smiles softly*
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