First of all, I want to start this 'thing', If I can call it like that, with a few lyrics that describe my life before I met you. When everything was grey and uncertain.
-My sense of humanity is going down the drain. Behind every beautiful thing there's been some kind of pain.
Sometimes my burden is more than I can bear, it's not dark yet.. but it's getting there. I was born here and I'll die here, against my will. I know it looks like I'm moving but I'm standing still.
Every nerve in my body is so naked and numb, I can't remember what it was I came here to get away from. Don't even hear the murmur of a prayer. It's not dark yet.. but it's getting there.-
And that's all true. My life was completely sad and without any purpose.. then one day, I met you, the love of my life.
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You changed me, Vio. You bring out the best and the worst part of me and seriously, I love the way you understand me... the way you take care of me as much as I hope I take care of you.
Though I know I don't deserve you, nobody really does, because you deserve too much.. you are worthy of everything you dream of.
I love you. A lot. That's why I'll try my best to keep you safe and make you feel loved. I make mistakes, I always do, and I'm sorry.. I'm sorry if I give you worries or if I make you feel unloved.
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But baby, I swear on my brother, you mean everything to me. My world would end if yours did. Don't even doubt for a second my love for you... because that's not something you should doubt.
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I'm not that good with words.. I actually suck, but I still keep a diary like what the hell?!
Anyways back to you...
You are beautiful and I couldn't ask for anything better... dammit if only I had the chance to meet you before, I would have been a lot happier.
But right now all that matters is you, only you.
Our love story might not be perfect, but right now that's my favorite out of others.
I must repeat it, I love you. You have no idea how much I do.. I wanted to make this special, I wanted to wait a little more but times changed and I reached a point where I seriously can't wait any longer.
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Will you give me the honor to order myself a pizz-
JUST KIDDING.
Will you, Violetta, give me the most amazing honor to spend the rest of your life with me? To be specific, the eternity, your immortality, your joys and cries, with me?
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Will you let me help you to get through your dark times? To cheer you up after a fight, to kiss you when you're mad? Will you let me take you to places and let you have fun like you've never before?
In conclusion, Violetta Mariya Petrova...
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