I know that you are probably already aware of everything I'm about to say, but I wanted to get this off my chest.
The other night was absolutely magical. That's the only way I can describe it. It was just completely blissful. I have never felt this way about anyone until you came along.
You already know that I used to be unquestionably infatuated with you. However, I gave up. Do you remember? I gave up and went back to my comfort zone... my old safe bet. And I ended up getting torn apart at the seams. I ended up losing all hope.
But that doesn't mean I stopped thinking about you. I always wondered about you. I wanted to know all of your deepest desires and even just your favorite color. I just wanted to know every single little thing about your beautiful soul.
But I never expected you to actually want anything from me. I'm still scared. I'm scared because you're without a doubt the most incredible human being I've ever encountered... and I'm nothing but a single star in your galaxy.
Most of all, I'm scared because I'm falling in love with you.
You touched me that night. Not just physically, but you touched my heart. You awoke something in the depths of my soul. You reached in and unraveled my stitched up heart. But you took a walk inside and admired everything I had for display. You saw my deepest desires and you smiled because you knew.
When you left, you took nothing selfishly for your own. But you accepted my gifts with gratitude and left me with something magical. Then you kissed my bruises and bandaged my heart back up.
The thing is, you didn't have to do any of that... but you did and I don't think you realized it.
You made me feel so beautiful. You made me feel invincible.
I asked you why you were tickling me and you answered by leaning in to kiss me. That was the best thing you ever could've said.
You knew.
You knew exactly how to make me shine.
We sat there and looked at the stars while you played me beautiful songs. And now I'm sitting here writing this while listening to those same songs. You've left such an impact on me and I don't think you'll ever see.
