I miss you daddy(SAD! trigger)imagine Calum

daddy I miss you.

Calum has died and his daughter Macy still talks to him...

*age 6*
Daddy it's been two years since you went to heaven. I started kindergarten 4 days ago. Mommy shows me pictures of you sometimes and she cries a lot but tell her you still love her... Don't you still love her? Mommy won't go to as many places as she used to. do you rember when you took me to the park for the first time? You were there to pick me up when I fell off the swing, it's really sad you can't do that any more. I was 4 that day but I'm a big girl now daddy! I can write my name now! M-A-C-Y. Mommy says I'm good at it and you would be proud of me. I love you daddy.

*age 11*
I miss you dad. I started 6th grade yesterday. Uncle Ashton came by the house to visit mom. I thought it would make you happy to hear that all of the boys are still great friends with mom. Uncle Luke tells me all the time how amazing you were. I wish you would have stayed longer on the earth so that you could be with me. Tommorow there is a daddy,daughter dance. I wish that you could come and dance with me. But you can't. And that sucks. I decided that I want to be a singer,just like you. Uncle Luke is teaching me guitar. Mom lets me sleep in your shirt every night so that I can rember you. I still love you dad.

*age 16*
I miss you so much every day. I started the 10th grade a week ago. Also, I got signed to a record label a month ago and am recording my EP. I did a cover of "where ever you are" in memory of you. I wish you were with me. Mom hasn't moved on yet. She says that know one is or was comparable to you. And I believe that. You will always be my dad. I want you to know that you are my hero. You mean so much to me and the 4 years you spent with me were amazing. Mom sleeps with your pillow at night. She still loves you. Uncle Ash,Mickey,and Luke still have an effect on me. They all protect me and take care of me still. They all remind me of you. And I love you. Always have and always will.
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Why do I do this to myself? I'm literally crying so much rn.