I want to die

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I have a smile on my face to hide the frown

I laugh to keep from crying

I wear makeup so I could hide the tear stains

Can I ever stop my lies?

I stoped eating cause I'm no longer hungry

Cuts on my wrist and legs but I hide them 

Have you ever noticed yet?

Saying "I'm fine" so no one will carry my burdens

You say I have people there for me

You say I'm not alone but why do I feel so alone?

Go home and shut mysef in my room

The razor sitting there on my bed side

I stare at it

Do I want to kill myself?

One more slice 

One more "sorry"

One more tear

One more huff of air

That's all it takes right?

I must stay strong

I must never sink 

I'm crying out for help so answer my cry..

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