Lovestruck- A Harry Styles Fan fiction

Chapter 13

Chapter 13

Elise's POV

Last night when we eventually got back to Harry's after watching the stars appear in the dark sky we ordered Chinese food and sat down to watch a film. I don't know when we fell asleep but it was the best nights sleep I've had in months. I woke up Laid on the sofa with Harry's arm wrapped around me, he looks perfect when he's asleep, what am I talking about? He's freakin' Harry Styles for gods sake, he looks perfect all of the time. But seriously he looks god damn beautiful with his eyes closed and his lips slightly parted, his chest rises and falls every few seconds and his hair is pushed back from his face.

Now I'm just laying here in this daze where I'm half asleep and half awake making the most of feeling peaceful.  I can't get over the events of yesterday, I mean the day seemed to last weeks and the image of Jack with her keeps replaying in my mind no matter how hard I try to shut it out. I can't believe how stupid I've been. If I had just been a better girlfriend, I'd still have him, he wouldn't have went to her. 

I stare at Harry's chest whilst thinking about my failed relationship, I bite down on my lip to stop myself from crying. I wish I could block it out and focuss on having fun like my friends do, but thats my problem, I've got an over-active imagination. I can't just block things out, I worry about them so much that they end up being 10 times worse than they are. 

"Hey" Harry whispers in a deep voice startling me from my thoughts and making me jump a little "oh sorry, did I scare you?" 

"Just a little" I giggle looking back up to his face, he looks even better with his bright green eyes open.

"Are you okay? Have you been crying?" He asks

"No I haven't, I'm okay" I answer looking away

"Thats not good enough" he says 

"What?" I'm confused

"You shouldn't have to just be okay or fine. You deserve better than that, you deserve to be happy and you're not and thats not fair." 

I'm stunned, I don't know what to say so I just look at him with my mouth open waiting for words to come out but nothing happens.

"So, whats wrong?" He says seeing right through me

"I was just thinking about..." I begin

"Okay, I get it. Do you wanna talk about it?" He asks pulling himself up into a sitting position

"I don't know" I want to, I want to tell him everything from Jack wanting to have sex with me, to him leaving when he saw my cuts to when I walked in on them and he wasn't even bothered I want to tell him every little detail, but I don't think I can, not yet.

"Well you don't have to, I mean if you don't want to but if you do I'll listen"

"Urghhhhhh it's just so complicated!!" I sigh throwing my head onto his chest

"You wanna know my advice?" he asks

"Please?" I say looking back at him

"he's a dick" Harry smiles

"Thats not advice." I sigh, I was hoping he would tell me something useful that might help my problem.

"Well thats my opinion, you can do so much better" he smiles

"but -" I begin

"you love him" Harry finishes for me.

Harry's POV

Why is it the first girl I've ever felt this way about is in love with someone else? Does she know how I feel about her? How could she not? I blush everytime she looks at me with her bright blue eyes and my heart melts everytime she licks or bites her full lips. She could make me do whatever she wanted, she could control me because I would do anything just to kiss her.

"Do you want some food or something?" I ask breaking the silence

"no thank you" she replies sweetly

"okay" I sigh not knowing what to say next

"Harry?" I love the way she says my name

"Yes?" I gulp 

"Thank you" she smiles making little dimples in her cheeks appear

"For what?"

"Everything, for being a friend" she smiles but all I hear is 'friend' because thats all she'll ever think of me as.

"don't be silly" I smile

"I'm not" she frowns "You've been so good to me and I barely know you" 

"Then ask me stuff" 

"What?" she looks confused

"Get to know me, I want to know you too" I smile, it's true I do want to know her better.

"Okay, Whats the craziest thing you've ever done?"