Lovestruck- A Harry Styles Fan fiction

Chapter 12

Authors note:

I thought I'd tell you a few songs that helped me write this chapter so here's the playlist:

mine-taylor swift

heartbreak girl-5sos

she will be loved- maroon 5

Elise's POV

Harry eventually came back to the flat pulling my suitcase along behind him. It looked really full, he must have packed every belonging I have, bless him. Me and Liam were sat on the sofa playing grand theft auto, it was Liam's turn.

"I brought everything I think you'll need" Harry says

"I can see, thanks" I smile at him

"Liam you can go now" Harry says to Liam

"let me finish this" he says not taking his eyes off of the screen

"Can't you finish it at yours or something, I'm sure Zayn isn't busy he'll play with you" Harry encourages

"Nice to know I'm not wanted" Liam grins standing up to leave

"You are wanted Liam just not by us" Harry laughs

"Well see you later Elise" Liam smiles holding his arms out for me, I gladly accept his hug, I like Liam he can be really nice.

Once Liam has gone Harry plonks himself down next to me and turns to face me.

"What do you want to do?" he asks " I know a nice place we could go? It's so beautiful and not that far a drive" I love how Harry is being s normal, it doesn't feel like anything has changed, it doesn't feel as though my heart was smashed into a thousand pieces like it did just 15 minutes ago, it  still feels as though it's been smashed into 999 pieces but I guess thats a start.

"It sounds perfect" I smile 

"I'll just change then we can go, I'm sure you'll love it" 

About 3 minutes later Harry walks back in wearing shorts and a different top, his legs are so perfect, they're thin yet muscular and his knees have little dimples making them look like faces.

"are you ready to go?" He asks rocking back and forth on his feet as his hands are stuffed into his pockets

"ye-yeah" I just about manage to get out, I can feel my cheeks turn red in fear that Harry knows that I'm practically drooling over him.

 Harry's POV

I pull up next to a feild, I don't know why I feel so nervous, I've never felt nervous with a girl before but Elise is different, she's specail, usually if a girl is taken I give up I have respect for that but there was something about Elise that I just can't get over, I want to be with her every second of every day and when I'm not with her all I do is think about her. Last night when I was laid in bed alone I was wondering what it be like if I had never met her, it would be sure as hell a lot easier, I mean everytime she mentions Jack my heart breaks but she's worth it, she needs me and if I have to feel that pain everyday for the rest of my life just to be there for her I would.

"we're here" I say turning off the radio, she turns to smile at me but it's not an ordinary smile, it's beautiful but it's empty, fake. I wonder if she knows that I'm aware of her fake smile, I wonder if she know that I can see through it cause I'm not sure if any one else that loves her knows. Did I just say I love her? I can't love her I don't know her well enough, of course I like her, I like her a lot, I care about her but I can't love her. Can I?