Torn
Torn between staying and leaving,
This feeling is too much for my liking.
Torn between fighting and quitting,
With this I'm not lying.
Torn between laughing and crying,
Like the leaves, I'm drifting.
Torn between living and dying,
I am truly hurting.
Torn between letting go and begging,
No one was all ears, it's disgusting.
Torn between freeing and caging,
Let me absorb all the feelings.
Torn between remembering and forgetting,
All the wrong decisions were appearing.
Torn between clinging and falling,
Living in between is really sickening.
Torn between loving and hating,
This sensation has something do why I'm shaking.
Torn between everything and nothing,
Like an exposed fruit I'm rotting.
