My life

chapter 3

**The reason by Hoobastank**

Nicole's P.O.V

ARGHHH!!

i groan as i burry my face into my pillow

School is on again FML seriously.... my alarm constantly changes from beeping to music tones , hey, i'm pretty sure i'm not the only one, well maybe i am but idc. 

I smashed my hand on the snooze button so when i woke up it was 8:10, shit oh well. 

I get out of bed clearly annoyed and do my business in the bathroom, then i get dressed and do my hair then just put black mascara on to volume my eyelashes and run down stairs for breakfast pushing past Glenn that annoying fucking bastard- hey i love food so i would do anything if someone is in my way of food.

"So, what are we having?'' i ask with a big grin on my face. " ahhh look who it is, the pig of the family."

"shut up Glenn, you know how i am with food but that doesn't necessarily make me a pig and i certainly don't eat like one compared to you." i stated a little frustrated as he was distracting me from finding out what's for breakfast.

" Fuck you" As glenn punched me on the arm but playfully so he didn't bruise me.

"aw you too" as i smirked at him with the look he was giving me which gave me immediate pleasure , since i could tell i was playing with the last of his nerves - before flipping the table in front of everyone like a  little girl, I love to tease my brother since he is an asshole to me, he deserves it.

We don't hate each other - i don't think. I mean he can be a jerk and a snob but i don't hate him, i love that mother fucker with a passion, he's always been there for me and not once abused me or neglected me.

I know he loves me too, he has a soft spot for me , he can be kind hearted to certain people of his interest other than that he's a complete ignorant, arrogant pig to everyone. 

But he's so attractive and cute i can't believe we're related, me compared to him, all the girls flock to him when all the guys stay away from me like i'm a disease or something.

At times i'm jealous then i'm not. Our personalities are extremely different at least he's confident not self-conscious like me, plus he already has a sweet heart so he's taken, lucky dawg, but me i'm still single and that's been my status for a while.

God, my life is as depressing as having a teacher as your best and only friend. I'm so hoping to end up with a guy best friend and a boyfriend in my life- hopefully before i graduate.

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*Anyway back to breakfast*

"we are having bacon and eggs on toast today" mum enthusiastically told me over kitchen counter. " oh , ok, thanks mum" i lowered my head disappointedly as i was hoping for a bigger meal- i really am a pig :(

When i finished breakfast - which i did in 5 mins since i eat like it's nothing, i went to my room to pick out my out fit which consists of black skinny ripped jeans, my fav black veil brides top, MY Vans jumper and black converse, then packed my mac , books, pencil case, money and water bottle in my bag and knocked on my brother's door to ask for a ride to school which was now 8:30. (his room is just next door to mine for fuck sake)

"Whaaaaaat" he carried out the 'a', amused mixed with boredness, so i put on my puppy dog face which he 'loves' and asked politely,"can you please give me a ride to school"?

"Aha no, walk yourself". "please, i'll be late to meet up with the girls" i was practically begging now, which amused him very much, so he said " on one condition"..... i knew he was up to something with that look of mischief in his eyes and that playful tone.