Right now I'm faced with some decisions about my future and some of it means leaving a place that I've made my home, the people who became my family and it's all coming much sooner then planned. It's like sky diving then realizing that the ground is charging at you and there's no way avoid it.
I've grown to love waking up to the melodies of screeching birds that sound like their falling from the sky
And looking out my window to see a sea of clouds, then venture outside and find the sun burning brighter then I remember
People walking up to me speaking languages that I can't understand and turning it into a guessing game that I wouldn't always win
That people go to the beach on Christmas and cuddle by the fire in june
Going to the highest point at night and seeing a city of candle lights
Friends who laugh way to loud in restaurants and are oddly silent at home
Awkward moments where you hear your heart racing and there are no words to say
But one day that will all end
One day there will be silence
Not because it's awkward but
Because I'll be gone
I'll be sung to sleep by the sound of sirens and woken up by car horns
Surround by people who don't know me but will try their hardest to make it look like they do
I won't be afraid ill just be alone, but I'd rather be trapped in fear because at least I'd have them
