I laughed at myself when I realized what I let you do to me.
I couldn't help but remember when I was your "little girl"
All I saw in you was goodness, a light as if you were leading me somewhere.
I realize now the only place you were leading me was right down that same lonely road.
It killed me to step up to you.
Broke me into pieces, but you didn't notice.
I watched the sky darken, I looked for the blue and the clouds.
But, it wasn't there...You let it take over, I watched as you fell.
I'm to weak to carry you and too young to have to.
Why can't you see all the hurt that you cause?
You're killing me slowly...I'm done with this Russian Roulette.
Just end me already.
BAM! A gun shot went off...
...Am I dead?...
