It pains me to see you with him.
Could it be that lovig you is a sin?
With ny luck maybe it is...
I'm cursed to never win.
Lost in thoughts all alone.
Here my hearts as cold as stone.
Lying here with aching bones.lobgibg for warmth that onky you coukd hold.
Your smile was the satisfaction of my soul.
Making it come from me was my goal.
But now, your smile comes from me no more.
But from a boy whome I've never see before.
If only I could love you truly.
These "what if's" hurt ne painfully.
For only with you I can be happy.
Though it is forbidden love, I deckare sadly.
Someone please tell me,
Why is this happening?
These feelibgs I am convening,
Slowly start to break as I am fearing.
If I can change my fate,
Maybe I can escape.
Buy it is too late.
I cannot let go for her sake.
They say letting go is better than holding on.
None is a better option if I cannot belong.
I have been ripped apart.
The door is now closed within her heart.
What I did, I do not know.
Because of that my tears cane to flow.
It is an emotion i never wabt to show.
A reminder that we are no longer friends but foe.
Forever in this trance I do not want.
But its those voices keeping me in, from time to time they taunt.
What's left of my happy memories the hunt.
The "I" that used to be "me" now gone.
Once shattered can never be fixed.
My emotions like poison they are mixed.
It is seepibf out the crevices, sending a bad vibe.
Only because no one is with me to stay side by side.
I am done for.
Everybody left ne forlorn.
Just like a demon to scorn.
Something to lose? i have no more.
Darkness is all I see.
And is all I'll ever be.
I expect no one to meet.
Who would there visit a cursed child like me?
Forbidden love I have faced.
It us a curse I am forever chained.
I refuse to see the mockibg lifht of hope.
Only in darkness I can cope.
Thought while floating in nothingness,
I was pulled out from eternal sadness.
What I saw was a face of an angel.
My once dreamed miracle.
"Once gkass has shattered, cannot be perfectly fixed.
Instead, taje one part abd treat like a seed.
Give the right needs,
So a better person we shall see"
She whispered to ne ever so softly.
Her touch reminded me of felicity.
Another chance she said to me.
So now, I am free.
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