Transitions - Chapter 13
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July, 2013. 30 weeks 8 months.
Two weeks had passed by since I finally had confronted Adam, and to think that I would have felt better that he now knows about tummy monster, but I'm actually terrified.
Sure his words hurt me a bit, but I already knew that he wouldn't want to be a father this young because he still wants to party and live his youth still.
We are both are the same age, but I actually took on my responsibility to become a mom to my baby. He could not even do that, he thought I wanted his materials to raise tummy monster when a baby really need a dad and love. Two things that he wouldn't be capable of giving.
But, I'm terrified because what if he realizes that he wants to be a dad once he lays his eyes on his newborn child and he wants to gain custody or joint custody over my baby? I wouldn't be able to handle the scandal that it will bring, he will just be bringing more pain and stress to everything.
I also don't want to bring tummy monster in between that especially when his father is being a selfish brat, that all the sudden wants something to do with his kid. Even if its our kid, tummy monster doesn't deserve to be brought in this mess that has occurred between us, because of him.
I couldn't and wouldn't hold in the truth in anymore, I need to tell someone and tell them what's going on just in case something happens. You never know. But, also it's not like I'm going to tell the whole world about what's going on in my life.
I'm pretty sure everyone wants the gossip especially if it has to do with us, even now that my mom is about to launch her new clothing line in a couple of days, that's all they should focus on, her clothing line not on me. I hate taking the attention from something or someone.
I know exactly who I'm going to tell, hopefully she will be able to understand why I delayed in telling anyone about tummy monster's sperm donor.
I took a glance at the clock on my side table and I noticed I had spent about an hour, just thinking lost in my thoughts. It was making my head hurt, just thinking about it.
I gathered up my thoughts and slowly stood up from my bed holding onto my back since tummy monster is so big now. I'm glad my baby is healthy, but why does tummy monster have to be so big and always pushing against my pelvis.
After heading out of my bedroom I started descending from the stairs, already knowing where I was headed. If Andy wasn't doing anything job related or online shopping, she would be downstairs watching a movie in the living room without a doubt.
I entered the living room and there was Andy and a very chubby Ginger both distracted in the flashing pictures on the television screen. She was in the middle of watching The Breakfast Club.
"Andy." I called for her attention. Hopefully she will turn around, because this is one of her favorite movies.
Her head snapped up at the sound of her name, "What's up Beth?" She answered smiling and still trying to steal a glance to the TV.
"I need to tell you something quite important." I told her in a serious tone.
Her smile then turned into a frown, she knew me so well. She knows that what I have to tell her is really serious or else I wouldn't have been here at the moment.
With that, she turned around to grab the remote of the television and switched it off. She pat next to spot she was siting at and moved Ginger to her lap, so I can sit next to her.
After walking towards the couch, I started siting down again holding my back, damn tummy monster for being big.
"What is it that you have to tell me Beth?" Andy asked.
"It's not going to be easy to tell you since, I didn't want anyone to know. But you should know, just in case something happens." I told her.
"Okay, take all the time you need." She reassured.
"Remember that I was so shaken up after you picked me up from the Ferrero's?" I asked her just in case she didn't remember.
"Yeah, you didn't want to talk about it, so I let it go something I normally don't do. Did Jaime say something?"
"No of course not, she treats me just like if I was her daughter. Truth is that I had a talk with another Ferrero, Adam as in matter of fact." I replied.
"What. Adam is back? Since when?" She asked surprised. I was also as surprised that he even comforted me.
"I actually don't know when he returned, but what I'm about to tell you is hard for me too tell you." I told her, I didn't really know how Andy was going to take this.
"Okay, you can tell me. I'm ready, I can handle it." She replied with ease.
"Well, you know how I never told anyone who tummy monser's father is? Well Adam, i-is tummy monster's sperm donor." I told her, just ripping off the band aid as quickly as possible.
"Adam, Adam? Are you serious Bethany? Are you really saying what I'm thinking yo said?" she replied with a calm tone, it will probably change in a couple seconds.
"Yes, I'm complety positive. And also he knows about tummy monster and him being his father." I said while I kinda winced.In 1-2-3, I was going to get an earful. Ginger was smart enough to already jumped off the couch and leaving the living room.
"Then why the hell wasn't he here to tell your family or me with you that both of you were expectinga damn child?" She asked sourly. I winced, with this I knew she wasn't going to take that part very well.
"Well Adam, doesn't want tummy monster. I'm saying that he doesn't want to be part of tummy monster's life." and with that, Andy clenched her hands.
"That jackass! He is a damn stupid boy toy! Why the hell would you let him get away with that Bethany!?" Andy almost jumped off the couch with that.
"Andy please calm down and let me explain. I already knew that Adam would do that, that's why I didn't tell anyone that he was the father of tummy monster."
"That doesn't mean anything especially when the stupid media and people are thinking you are a damn whore because you wouldn't reveal his damn name. Why the hell did you protect him that douche?"
"I didn't do this for him. I did it for tummy monster, all I'm doing now is for my unborn child. My baby doesn't deserve to be brought into this world in between a scandal of his parents." I explained. Tummy monster is now my whole life and I will do everything in my power to protect my baby.
"You're absolutely right. I understand why you're doing this," she sighed "Does Jaime know?"
"No, I had just told Adam that day, I couldn't just tell his mom that same day, it would've been much worse than it already is."
"Are you at least going to tell her eventually?" she asked.
"Yes, I am. She actually has the right to be a grandma to tummy monster." I replied.
"Yes, she does. She's an amazing Italian women, and person compared to her son. I know she will be completely disappointed with him when she finds out about what the idiot do. Anyways what did you guys talk about?"
"I couldn't have said it any better. It wasn't even talking we were auguring. He thought I went to his home, because I wanted his money. He also wanted me to abort tummy monster.""Is he kidding me, I would've killed him that instance if I was you."
"I would've too, but look at me I'm not exactly capable of doing any major moving around,"
"Did you at least hit him?"
"I slapped him." And with that she smirked.
"When are you planing on telling mom, dad, and your bear brothers?"
"Not yet. Not when mom's new line is coming out, she wouldn't be able to handle it knowing how she is," I sighed, "Don't get me started with the boys, Vinny was the one that had told Adam. Robby and Vinny will personally take it into their hands to ruin his live and will try to get Luke involved also."
"And I will help the boys with that, but first we will have to get passed by mom's fashion show for her new clothing line and I will personally help you tell them about Adam." Andy replied.
"Just don't bother with him anymore, he's not worth our time anymore. The less he's in our life's the better." I replied, I don't want to make the problem worse than it is already.
"Fine, you have my word but you don't know about the rest." She replied.If only I knew what was going to happen. I couldn't I'm not psychic.
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A/N
New chapter love, I was going to update yesterday but I wasn't quite satisfied with the chapter. Transitions is almost done I expect the book to be at least five more chapters that's the max.
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