It was Wednesday, and I had school. I didn't really like school very much because I would always get looks from people like 'oh look its her' 'she's friends with Ari' 'she's a bully just like her friends'. This is basically all I hear. I'm not really a bully, but most of my 'friends' are. They're the first people I talked to when I moved here, and it's too late to find new friends. It's like almost everyone dislikes me in my grade.
It was first block, and I was in math class. Ari was sitting across the room from me, mouthing words to me like I could understand what she's trying to say. I just gave up and looked down at my desk. We were taking a test and I had honestly no idea how to solve any of the problems. I just decided to sit here doing nothing the remainder of the class, and tell my teacher I didn't have time to finish.
Grayson was also in this class, but he sat two seats away from Ari. He got up to give the teacher his paper and Ari tripped him as he walked by her desk. I couldn't help but laugh out loud at Grayson's dumbness. My laugh was really loud, catching the attention of almost all my classmates, even Grayson. When he tripped, his paper flew away, and one of his crocs fell off. Yes he was wearing crocs.
The bell had wrung which meant I had to go to my second class if the day, gym. Great. I also forgot today's wet Wednesday, aka the day where I have to get in a pool with a bunch of grubby teen-aged perverted boys, which is exactly what I looked forward to today. My sarcasm is making me laugh in my head.
I went into the girls locker room and changed into my bikini. The stupid rules of the school said that 'the girls who wear bikinis in the pool have to wear a shirt over them so their clothes aren't too revealing' which I thought was really stupid. I didn't even pack an extra shirt today either. I had to ask a goth if they had a shirt I could borrow. Luckily the girl I asked had one and I put it on. It was an XXL compared to what I normally wear, so I took a hair tie and tightened it. I then walked out to the pool where everyone else was. I sat on the edge, putting my feet and somewhat my legs into the water. The water was freezing. This is not what I needed at like 9:00 in the morning.
"Lydia get in the water now" My gym teacher yelled from behind me, causing the rest of the class to glare at me.
I slowly 'fell' into the water, shivering. I watched as everyone was with their friends in the deep end, and I was just waddling in the shallow end by myself.
"You look like you need someone to talk to" Someone said from behind me. I turned around to see Grayson.
"Yea, kinda" I giggled, my teeth starting to chatter.
I leaned up against one of the pool walls, teeth still chattering.
"I have a spare shirt, do you want it ?" Grayson offered me, as I nodded my head no. "Okay then" he giggled.
"Why are you t-t-talking to me, I t-t-thought you didn't like me or my friends". I said, stuttering.
"I never said anything about not liking anyone" He states, "But now that you mention it, I don't really like it when they pick on me"
"I don't like it either, it's just not right" I said, as Grayson gives me a confused look.
"You don't like it ?!? Then why did you fuc*ing laugh at me when Arianna tripped me ??! Explain that" He said, getting a bit angry.
"I-"
"You know what, I don't even want to hear it. I thought you were different, but it's obvious I was wrong" He said swimming away into the deep section of the pool.
I was pretty certain he was mad at me by now. I felt guilty on some levels, and I felt like I needed to do something about this. I just didn't know what I needed to do.
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A/N dang I'm reading this for myself and I think Grayson is a bipolar, just a bit. But ya, I hope you guys like the new chapter, and I'll be sure to update some more soon !! ily guys ~Lydia🔥 (oh and happy dolan twin tuesday btw)
