Life it's self beats down on you until you get to a point that you can't bare and truly I feel as though I'm there visions of you and myself in the past don't know why but these feelings won't go away so they continue to last like a blast from the past you're constantly running around in you're still awake at night wishing I was in our bed to know that you moved on with no room for me it's crazy because I thought I was the love of your life your Jene as you were my queen but oh how things change and messes with your brain if you let it your pain will drive you insane but it's not all bad because with this pain it has caused me to change hoping that one day if you or someone else could see the man that I am becoming before it's too late if it's not meant to be I pray for your peace and happiness the everything you do and I promise to stay away and not mess up your groove but I hope that you know no matter the case I will continue to love you until our dying days
JWM
