James: You avoided him completely apart from classes. Ate at different times and stayed in either your dorm or the library. But you couldn't avoid him in classes.And even then you would try to forget he was there. You could feel your heart physically ache with how much you missed him. His touch and his kiss. His love. You couldn't deal with the all the arguments and the hurt. But you missed him too much to carry on as the lonely soul you were. Everyone was talking about it but no one dared make sure you were okay. James still watched out for you and sorted out any bullies. He still made remus ask you if you had eaten and made Sirius make sure you were studying hard. He still cared. But you couldn't deal with the arguments and hurt. But maybe you could talk about it.
You headed into the hall at the same time James would be and sat opposite him with your gracefulness. He looked into your e/c orbs and sighed taking your hand softly. He took you up to the empty common room where you broke down. Hot tears streamed down your cheeks as sobs wracked your body. You shook with sadness as you looked into his sad lost eyes.
"I miss you!" You confess and he gently holds you as you sob on his shoulder as his hands run through your h/c locks.
"I'm so sorry! I can't promise we'll be perfect but if you'll have me back we can make us work!" He whispers and you nod wiping your eyes softly. His thumbs run underneath your eyes wiping away your tears as he kisses your head.
"Together forever right?" He asks and you smile slightly and nod. He wasn't perfect and neither were you. Which made you perfect for eachother with a perfectly imperfect relationship.Sirius: You thought he was trying to make you jealous and that he really didn't care about you. The other girls thought that too. He went about flirting be kissing even as far as sleeping with other girls. And it broke you. He couldn't accept that you didn't really want to be an animagus. He didn't understand how long it took to get over the lies they had all told you. And that's what broke you apart. Every night you would cry yourself to sleep.
This night was different you couldn't fall asleep. So you're tired legs walked to your favourite place to sneak away with Sirius. The astronomy tower. But walking in you got a huge surprise. Sirius was sat with one of your blankets wrapped around him tears streaming down his sharp chiselled face.
"Hey..." He murmurs and you sit next to him softly.
"Guessing you're coping as well as me then..." You trail off looking up at the stars. You couldn't see how he could seem so broken and so fixed at the same time.
"I miss you!" He sighs and a look of regret and pain washes over his features.
"Yeah sure... Then what's with all the girls Black?" You ask and he cringes at the use of his last name.
"Honestly I tried to get a quick fix. I thought maybe I could forget you even replace you. But that's impossible! Every girl wasn't you and I couldn't do it! They weren't kind and beautiful! They weren't smart and understanding! They weren't what used to be mine!" He sighs and you feel hot tears stream down your already soaked cheeks.
"I love you!" You sigh and he wraps the blanket around you and nods.
"I love you too! If you'll have me?" He asks and you nod closing your eyes against his chest.Remus: You silently went about trying to fix your broken heart. You still held the mandrake leaf in your mouth because you were determined to help him. You still went with the others so they could teach you the next step. You made sure he ate before a full moon and you made sure he was okay afterwards. But it never stopped the hurting. It never stopped your heart splitting whenever he would leave without a kiss on the cheek or an I love you. It never stopped the tears at night. You kept to yourself and made sure your studies were good. You could keep up your fake act.
Until Halloween when you thought you were alone. You sat in the empty common room as students made their way to the feast and party. You were wrapped in your blanket completing a potions project.
"Oh sorry!" You hear turning quickly to spot Remus.
"Hey! You okay?" You ask and he smiles slightly at the sight of the mandrake leaf in your mouth.
"Not really... You?" He asks and you shrug feeling your act slip as a tear slides down your cheek.
"Sorry... I just... I never understood why you got so angry at me for helping you..." You sigh and he sits and takes your small hand in his large scarred ones.
"I didn't want you getting yourself hurt for me! I lose control and knowing you were safe up here with my friends down there helping me was okay! If you were with me when you turned and something happened! Y/n I couldn't forgive myself! But if your determined on helping me even after I hurt you so bad... I would like you to be my girlfriend again!" He finishes and you nod softly hurrying your face into his chest as he pulls you close. You were together again and your act was no longer needed.Sorry for the late delayed update starting A levels wasn't fun! But anyway enjoy the happy endings!
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Marauders preferences and imagines
Fiksi PenggemarTitle says it all. Haven't seen a lot of these so why not. Also if you haven't already go check out my Harry Potter preferences book please. Votes and comments are all appreciated and a follow is returned! Anyway enough of that on with the book...