Hey Guys i will try to respond to everyone's comment asap. After i"m finished with the publication of this book i'll be writing a real kinky book that i think most of you 50 shades of grey loves might like.~xoxo Michaelia
I was trapped,
Trapped within my conscience, trapped within my own mind,
My thoughts were just devouring me
My thoughts had gotten control over who I had become?
What had I become?
A depressed young woman who might go bipolar,
Living from day to day; gobbling down antidepressants as if my life depended on it?
Maybe it did,
I mean... I was just a kid,
From a dysfunctional family caught within dysfunctional friendships...
Caught within love?
That word I knew nothing about... I was far too young to understand,
Eventually got caught in... can I say dysfunctional love?
I fell in love with who i thought was the perfect man.
(Fake laughs then sighs)
Maybe if I didn't depend on you so much then I wouldn't be this messed up
Vulnerable and young was the best target for you I guess,
Leaving a girl with so much potential in so much mess...
I was strong maybe too strong for my age i was seen by others as a mystery
but..
Secretly i was trying to figure out one of my own...
My life.
Maybe if I didn't think so much I wouldn't have gotten to this point, maybe if I didn't let my thoughts swallow, me maybe if I didn't let razors control me, maybe... if I didn't let u enter to break me...
(Takes in a deep breath and relaxes)
Physically... spiritually... mentally...
YOU BROKE ME.
YOU ARE READING
Listen To My Broken Heart
PoésieThis is a poetry book i don't mind anyone reading but I think emos, goths, sadists etc would be able to relate more. This book has nothing to do with my personal life as much as it may be non-fiction, i also would love to get your feedback negative...
