Downpour

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I wake up to the sound of dishes and my head pounding. I dont even remember what happened after Lanah left. I have a hazy recall of crying, taking a shower, then going to bed. I am going to be late for school. I dont want to go but then I will have to explain to my mom why and that is a waste of energy. I pull my hair into a pony. I proceed to wash my face, brush my teeth, and do light makeup. By light I mean foundation mascara and chapstick. Let me look washed out, I dont care anymore. I pull on a t-shirt, sweat-shirt and jeans. And that is when I hear my mom yelling my name. I guess I was zoned out. When I come dow the stairs I hear my mom say "Well you look like crap". Thanks mom. I dont even respond as I grab an apple and get on the bus. CRAP. I forgot my backpack. Oh well I didnt have any homework to do anyway. As I walk i hold back tears. When i cry it doesn't stop. Ugh,WHY SANDRA of ALL people Lanah. I mean she has obviously gotten to her. She DATED Sammy for godsakes🤦🏽‍♀️. Lanah, Lanah, Lanah... i reapeat it as a wish walking to school while trying to hold back a downpour of pathetic.

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