Idk what to say anymore

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Whewww.

So recently I got two things of news. Both of them are bad soooooo

One, Lizzy had pus coming out of her stomach, and where her incision is she is bleeding. Doc thinks that it is infected. I probably won't be able to ride her for another few weeks/month.

And like right before I came to the barn party tonight I also learned that my grandfather is on his death bed. My dads dad, who lives in California has really bad lung cancer and can barely breath WITH machines. He also has congestive heart failure. I'll miss you grandpa.

And the worst thing is that he is in California and I'm not going to be able to see him before he passes. I love my grandpa. I want him to see his granddaughter all grown up before he leaves me.

I haven't even seen him in 4 years.

I miss you grandpa. Love you.

I tried to hold it together at the party today but it's hard. It's really, really hard.

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