Phan Oneshots!! [ON HOLD]

Together forever!!! or so we hope... (part 2)

Later at the hospital

Dan

My name is Daniel James Howell, im 32 years old, im a British youtuber, i have over 12 million subscribers, my youtube name is danisnotonfire, i generally wear black, i am married to Philip Michael Lester, I love him... well i want to love him... but i cant do that if i cant remember him...

I've had 17 tests and xrays, i have fractured my skull by tripping on a banana peel, i have permanent amnesia, i will never remember anything myself, all the information i know and will know will come from things i will learn...

'um, excuse me, but are you Daniel James Howell?' I think for a moment before answering,

'uh, yes, yes I am.' 

'yes, right... we have some bad news, um, do you want anyone else to be hear when we tell you?'

I start to worry, my palms get sweaty and i start to turn red, 

'um y..yeah, my fri-husband, Phil Lester..'

The doctor nods,

'ahh yes, right, we'll bring him in.'

10 MINUTES LATER

'DAN!!'

Phil runs up to me and pulls me into his arms,

'the doctors told me they had some bad news...' He looks me in the eyes, scared for what might come,

'y..yeah... but they havent told me yet,'

Phil nods and we look over to the doctor, who looks down to his clipboard and starts to speak,

'its very unfortunate really, your both so young, and to be told news like this...' The doctor pauses, then sighs,

'basically..Dan... you've got 48 hours to live,'

I can't believe it... 48 hours...

Phil bursts into tears and hugs me closer

'Dan, oh Dan,' He can barely speak he's crying so much

'Phil..' I say, my voice barely audible over his tears, we pull close to each other, crying together, being together, i want to go back in time to before all this happened... but how can i do that if i cant remember that time.

24 HOURS LATER

I have a day to live, a day to breath, a day to be with Phil.

The last 24 hours have been filled with crying, Phil telling me he loves me and me telling Phil I love him.  Phil and I have made a video explaining everything, I have notified all my fans... then i deleted everything.  I deleted my twitter, my tumblr, my facebook, all the other accounts I have, and... my youtube, danisnotonfire is no more, the only legacy i leave is whatever stuff ive done with Phil, and even that will be gone soon since Phil is going to delete all his accounts, the only thing truly left will be anything fan made or reposted and our book.... and thats all there needs to be.

5 MINUTES BEFORE DAN DIES (so sad... im sorry...) 

'Dan... p...please don't leave me....please...i need you..' We're both sobbing, Phil and I, Dan and Phil, Phan... the love of my life, who i can't even remember, my husband... 

I take the ring off my finger, and Phil does the same, we put them into a small box with a note attached, the note reads,

"Dear reader,

We are Dan and Phil, just google us, but these are the last words we will write, because we're dying, well Dan is dying, but since Phil can't live without Dan he will die as well, but anyway we just wanted to say...

D: GOODBYE INTERNET

P: BYE GUYS!!"

We have put out wedding rings and iphones into this box, and the note on top is to whoever finds it.

'Goodbye Phil, I love you, and forever will,' Phil looks at me with a sad expression on his face,

'Goodbye Dan, I love you too, and forever will,' 

I can feel the life draining out of me, I collapse into Phil's arms,

and then I mutter the last words I will probably ever speak, 

'I love you Phil.'

Phil

I'm crying as I grab the pills, I can't live without Dan, I can't imagine life without Dan, so I won't live.

I gulp down the water, and chuck the pills into my mouth.  I grab Dan's hand and pull his cold, lifeless lips to my face,

'goodbye Dan, I love you.'

SOMETIME LATER IN HEAVEN (ikr.... im shocked too... Dan didn't go to hell)

'Dan!!!' I run to him, glad that i get to see him again,

He turns around, and i see a smile form on his face,

'Phil!!' He hugs me, tight.

'I love you Dan,' i say,

'I love you too Phil,' he says back,

we smile as we look into each others eyes, and kiss.. <3

a/n a happy ending to a very sad chapter!!! arnt you glad im not completely cruel!!

anyways, enjoy!

MissNerdyGamer xx