My care bear

chap. 4

It turns out i am in a singing class. My worst nightmare - singing in front of people who are not family and really close friends. Paola and Alex are the only ones who have heard me sing. I have my singing class tomorrow so i am going to get the gang together so I can sing for them before I sing for people i dont even know. I know it seems stupid but my voice is something that is really important to me.

I text all my close friends (my gang) to come to my house asap, I told Justin to come because I feel like I can trust him even if we haven't been friends for a long time. All of them replied within two minutes saying things like ''on my way'' or ''be there in a sec'' and I smiled knowing I could really relay on these people- they are like my family- like blood.

**time skip**

When everyone got to my house we went to my recording studio that is in the basement. There are three couches and the order (of people sitting) goes Poala, Alex,Devin, Peyton on one couch. Marlene and Sebastian on a two seater couch and Justin was sitting alone in the love chair. I looked at Justin and saw he has a sketch pad and I wondered who or what he has drawn in it. I quickly snapped back into reality and said " tomorrow i will sing in choir - i want to sing for you guys because as you all know my voice is something that is speacial," i took a deep breath and continued " I am going to sing A thousand years by Christina Perri

**** after song ****
I didnt know that i closed my eyes while singing until i heard the music slowly stop. I cautiously opened my eyes wishing fir the best. When i finally opened my eyes i saw shocked faces (minus Paola and Alex) but one face had a different emotion. Awe. Justin looked me with awe and that made my heart beat faster and a smile somehow creeped on my face. I looked back at the others and said "Did you like it or..." Marlene stood up and said/shouted " Liked it ? I loved it. Aw baby dont be scared to sing your amazing." i smiled and hugged her. She sat on the couch and i gladly sat on her lap, she put her arms around my waist and propped her head on my shoulder. " I agree with Marlene you are a really good singer" Justin said after i sat down on Marlene. I looked at him and smiled then said "Thanks. Ok guys since i showed something sacred for me to you, you have to show me something speacial to yall to the group."

Justin's smile dropped and was replaced with a panicked expresaion. Marlene took a deep breath anf then stood up, "May I?" she asked pointing towards my electric guitar I nodded and sat in her spot. She plugged it in and did some tuning, after she looked up and smiled " um as you know i play the piano, flute and electric guitar, I hope you guys like it..." she played a few chords and then she was just playing her heart out. She was amazing and I can't believe she didn't show us sooner. She started to bob her head and playing faster and did this really cool move at the end. We all looked at her and I started to clap, after a second everyone was clapping for her. "Your really good" Justin said she looked and him and blushed and said "thanks". I saw the look on Sebastian's face when Justin made her blush and it was not good. Sebastian got up and kiss her, hard, and then said "To think I thought you couldn't get more perfect" Marlene smiled like crazy and was bright red. I looked around to see who was next and then I saw Paola pull out her drawing book from her bag. She only showed me her drawings, she was a fantastic writer and drawer. She got up and said "Ok so I've only showed Alexa my drawing but I'd like you guys to see them", she opened her books den everyone had an 'omg' moment. They gave her complements and she blushed from the attention.

Next to go up was Peyton she got up and said "I um... I ..... sculpt I can't show you guys but I paint too and I'd like you to come to my studio tomorrow after school. Is that alright..." I smiled and nodded. Everyone agreed on meeting up and getting some food then heading to Peyton's studio after school. Christian stood up and said "well if I could get Devin and Alex to join me then I'd be glad to show you one of my talents". Paola and I looked at each other at the same time and started laughing because we both thought wrong. Alex stood up and so did Devin, they all looked so nervous. "I'm excited hurry guys !!" I shouted and everyone chuckled. Alex picked up a guitar, Devin picked up a bass and stood in front of the mic and Christian went to the drums.

Christian started with a slow beat and then Alex joined in speeding it up a bit. Finally Devin joined them and started singing while playing the bass.
🎶🎶🎶🎶🎶🎶🎶
I see you there, with your short blond hair staring at the stars without a care.
Then I see black and I'm lost....
Where did you go, why did you leave..
I just wanted for you to see me grow up, but now you gone
And I'm lost again and I'm broken again.
Where did you go, why did you leave...
🎶🎶🎶🎶🎶🎶🎶
Something clicked in my mind, the song it's written for Devin's mom. She passed away a couple weeks before school started. I could hear the pain in his voice. It was a sad song but the tempo was fast. After the boys finished everyone clapped and Peyton kissed Devin and whispered things in his ear. I smiled because I know that they were great together and I'm so happy they see that. "Ok Justin your the last one" I said smiling and looking at him. He scratched his neck and it looked so cute. I shook the thought out of my head because I can't worry about guys right now. He smiled nervously and stood up, he also pulled out his sketch book.

We waited in silence and then Paola got up and touched Justin's hand and said something in his ear. I don't know why but I don't like her doing that, and I looked and Alex and he looked kind of hurt but then jealousy took over his emotions. I looked back at Paola and Justin nodded at her and opened his sketch book.

I gasped when I saw the drawing, it was of my and Paola. We were sitting next to each other and I had my arm around her and we were laughing. It looked so real, "Wow that's amazing" Peyton was the first to break the silence. Everyone but me and Alex said something, we just nodded at the same time and then our faces went blank with emotion. Paola stood up and sat in my lap and whispered in my ear "He saw us a couple days ago and sketched us, he asked for my opinion because he wanted to give it to you and he wanted to make sure you would love it. I was reassuring him that you would like it." She looked at me and I smiled and hugged her tight. "I'm sorry" I said and she just laughed and said "Alexa you like him, admit it" I gave her a small glare and said "go make my brother smile" she looked confused and looked at Alex. She saw the blank face and asked "what's wrong with him?" I gave her my really-are you serious face and she looked at me like I was crazy.

Paola got up and went to Alex and she put her hand on his arm and he snapped out of his trance and saw her and from his arms causing her arms to fall. Damn, he was upset. Paola doesn't see any of the hints that my brother puts out, he loves her and she doesn't see it.

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