Burning Impulse

Cutting deap

chapter 2: Cutting deap

WARNING: not yet edited from here on out, will NOT make sense.

 The greatest weapon anyone can use against us is our own mind… …by preying on the doubts and uncertainties that already lurk there. Are we true to ourselves, or do we live for the expectations of others? And if we are open and honest… …can we ever truly be loved? Can we find the courage to release our deepest secrets? Or, in the end, are we all uknowable? Even to ourselves?

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My world goes in and out of focus as I wake up. Telling by my horrible headache, I've been drugged. I think to my self. Great.  Just great. That guy Aiden must have drugged me with that needle he shoved in my arm. "Aiden?" I call out hoping he was there and im not in the hands of my kidnappers. "be quiet, will ya?!" He wispers rather than a 'Im sorry I drugged you' comforting wisper, it comes across at more as a 'shut up or ill kill you'  .

 "What happend?" I ask trying to sit up. Suddenly a blood curdling pain in my arm. I scream through my teeth. "Hey shut it. we need to get out of here before they come back" He says harshly in his british accent . "No. Not untill you tell me whats going on." I ask.

"The red belts put a tracker in your arm when I attacked, I had to get it out, thats why I drugged you. But the drugs I use were not by any means pain killers so you got cut open with no anastasia. Sorry bout' that but it was either that or getting captured again." He wispers in my ear. I grab his face harshly with my good arm. and look strait through him. "Look at me. Don't have regrets, keep a clear mind, act on instinct do think twice, what ever you do DON'T feel, thats how people get killed." His eyes soften and he nods his head. "Come on lets get you up he reaches out a hand to my good arm and I take it. he picks me up and sets my on the floor. My legs are a little wobbly but I quickly adjust.

 "I'll explain everything else when we get some where safe and there's and no cameras" He points to the corner of the room were a small video recorder in it .

"I got this one" I tell him

 I walk over to the dead guy that tryed to shoot my knee caps off, "He won't be needing this any more" I say and grab his pistol pointing it at the camera "no!" Aiden yells but its to late, the trigger is aleady pulled. the damage is all ready done. Alarms go off at the sound of gun shots in some areas of town. 'I didnt know' I mouth to Aiden he grabs my hand and yells run. We exit out the door and run down a hall way out of a fire exit. Once we get to the street you can tell that the world just doesn't spin like it use to. Trash blowing everywhere, storm clouds on the horison,nand most disurbing there is no-one to be seen In the whole area. We try to keep running but because I was drugged my legs are really shaky causing me to twist an ankle "I cant. go!" I tell him but he swiftly picks me up bridal style and carrys me into the thick woods. The Brush and thorns scratch up our faces causing me to bury my face in his neck for refuge. After about 5 strait minutes of running we decide to take a break and stay here for the night .

 We make a little shetler out of stick leaves and vine. It's big enough to sleep 2 people but  thats it. We make a fire and collect 3x as much fire wood as we need because by the look of that storm coming its going to take alot to keep this fire going. After that we gather some katniss root from a near by pond. We also get water and boil it. By the time we get all that taken care of its almost dark. "Ok you've got some explaining to do" I tell aiden. "Were shall i start?" He asks.

"Why dont you start with how you know Richard sheilds" I say. 

"Well, i'm not sure you really want to know." He tells me. it starts to sprinkle so we go under the makeshift fort that we made. It holds up pretty well with only a few leaks here and there.   

"Ok, back to you" I say as we settle down . "Well I'm a friend of your fathers, and after he was kidnapped I thought it would be a good idea to find you. And thats when I can me upon the old car repair shop that they were holding you in." He says. I new it was a lie but I was so tired I didn't care. We laid there sholder to sholder slowly falling into a deep slumber. I awake to Aiden staring at my arm.

"What?" I ask while sitting up. "Hows' it feel?" He asks with a really worried tone. "Better" I tell him whilst yawn.

"And your ankle?" He asks "Well it feels a bit better but i dont think I can with stand weight on it." I tell him in disappointment. "What are we going to do?" I ask.

 "Well I wasn't planing on you being injured" He answers

 "If I can just get a few miles deeper into the woods we can make a splint and set some traps. HEY DO YOU HAVE A MAP?" My face lights up.

"Yea, why " He says pulling it out of his pants pocket. i smile in excitement. I quickly snatched the map out of his hands a survey it up and down utill i find were me and my dads old cabin in the woods. "right there." i point to it on the map.

"Me and my dad buit a cabin in the woods a few years back. I forgot about it untill just now. and thats were i use to keep my hunting bag with my knife, pistol, amo, and some matches. and its only about 2 or 3  miles from here." i tell him and his face lights up almost as big as mine. "how long ago was the last time you were there?" he asks "When my brother was kidnapped back in 2009 only 2 months after my dad" i coke out, trying not to show my weakness, family.

 he quicky understands the pain talking about my family causes me. "I'm sorry about your family"

" I dont need you pity, you cant cange the past you can only cange how you treat the future." I tell him.

"So we're a team?" He asks.

 "For now, but I swear if you try something I have no problem killing you. I've done it before and I'll do it Asian " I hold up the gun I got from my kidnapping. He puts his hands up. "What ever you say boss lady"

The rain slowly starts to dry up. We sit under the tent for about an hour waiting for the right time to head out to the cabin. We take of the vine from our tent and he puts in in his  back pack . We take all the game from the traps and put it in his back pack with the vine and his amio. he also carries an  AR 15 and a glock 19. and the gun I have is a Smith & Wesson 8 shot. "Ok, how am I going to get there?" I ask standing on one leg.

He holds out his arms, for him to carry me. "Heck to the no. It's over three miles you'ld drop dead before we got there!" I tell him even though he is really buff but walking 3 miles while carrying someone on there back will be hard for even the strongest of people. "Trust me" He says

 "Lets just go half way and stay for the night" I argue.

 "Woukd you stop being so stubborn" He say obviously irritated.

"Aiden I'm not going to fight with you." I say. "Look if I get too tierd I'll tell you, and we'll stake out for the night."

*****************NOTE: FOR ALL YOU DIRTY MINDED PEOPLE OUT THERE THEY DO NOT SLEEP IN THE SAME BED 'THAT WAY'**********