Dont say goodbye

1-introducing

It was my first day at school and im totally nervous.I was imaganing how bad people would treat me.I was kissing goodbye to mum and went out the car.

When i was in that school,a tall beautiful woman was there greeting me....it looks like she was the principal.She was the most calm and sweet principal i've ever met because my principal in canada was damn strict.

She brought me in my class which is 6Meranti...she introduced me to the class teacher.My class teacher was a woman which was still studying.She is also nice.

My class teacher intoduced me to the whole class....looks like the people there are nice.Then,there was this boy,he was handsome and mostly active in sports....he was a runner and he was in the blue house which was called ravenclaw :)

He greeted me with a warm smile while i said hi

(Me)
Omg why is he greeting me....he doesn't even know me

(Boy)
Hi...im arif ishak.How are you?

(Myself)
Hi...im Mia,Mia azwan.Im fine

I sat down beside a girl with a scarf.
Arif was infront of me and i found out the girl's name was sofea.She intorduced herself and she wanted to be my friend.The boy beside arif was ishak.His a funny boy which had an accent.

It was recess when sofea intoduced me to her friends...her friends are named hannah,amira and putri...my first day was okay....i guess

They treated me well and i really thought we could be good friends.

But i didn't tell them about the sickness i had.I didn't want them to know.Exspecially arif.

Arif suddenly went to my table and...

(Arif)
Hi,mia dont you wanna try the nasi lemak?its not really rice fat,its just called nasi lemak...and u should try sirap bandung.Its not that sweet.Here i bought sirap for you

(Myself)
Oh....arif u shouldn't have.

(Arif)
Oh its okay...this is how we greet our friends

(Me)
Oh shit....

I said thanks and he left.

(putri)
Omggg i think someone has a crush on you!!!

(Sofea)
Yeah i think so too

The others agreed.

I went to the sink to wash my hands and went straight to the toilet to eat my pills.

Sofea saw me going out from the toilet and i tried to act like no one saw me.

I didn't know if she saw me eating my pills cause she was just about to go into the toilet.

we went out from the toilet and i bumped into the principal.She said she wanted to see me.

(Principal)
Mia,u made some friends..
That was fast

(Myself)
Yeah,it was fast

(Principal)
Look...your mother called me.She said she forgot to mention it to me at the form.Is it true that u hav cancer?

(myself)
Yes,its true.I had it last year.I was shocked to hear it....now i keep praying to god to heal me if i can

(principal)
Im sorry to hear....look this might be a strange question but what stage are you?you dont have to answer it if you dont want to

(Myself)
Its okay,i'll answer im stage 3...and the doctor predict that i only have 9 months left to....u know wat i mean

(Principal)
Yes....yes i understand.Do u want me to tell your friends?

(Myself)
NO!please dont.

(Principal)
Okay i wont

Tears was in my eyes...i tried to hold back so i went straight to the toilet and tears ran down my cheecks.I looked at myself and asked

(Me)
Should i have friends?