Dont say goodbye

4-im sick for real

I went home with dad.I couldn't imagine how dad would tell mum about this.

When we reached home,i waited outside and sat on the cold grass and wondered....

(Me)
This is just great,i arrived at the hospital and doc lina was wearing bright pants that cheered me up and then this happened...THIS FUCKING THING HAPPENED.

I saw dad talking to mum from the back window...when dad told mum,mum burst into tears and hugged dad while dad wipped his tears....

I lied down on the grass....

(Me)
Is this my life?should i have friends?but whats the point of having friends?im gonna.....ugh..im not gonna talk about it.

I went up my room and stared at the fairy lights which my mum bought for me....

Suddenly...

(Mum)
Mia a friend of yours is here....

(Me)
who mum?

(Mum)
She said shes hannah

(Me)
Owh ok tell her i'll be down in a second.

I got ready my jacket...and brushed my hair.

(Me)
Hi hannah...i thought your coming on saturday....

(Hannah)
I have somethin on saturday....so i thought i could come today.I hope you dont have anything today...

(Me)
I had something but its done

I told her to follow me to sit on the cold comfortable grass.She said she didn't mind.

(Me)
This is the time! Its time to tell her about my news.

(Me)
Ummm....hannah,i hav to tell you something.

(Hannah)
Wait before that,i need to tell you somethin too

(Me)
Okay...u go first.

(Hannah)
U might be shocked but....i hav kidney problems....and now i only have 1 kidney....i know its a lot to handle since i only have until next year.I sometimes think if i need friends and think how my life is gonna end....i found out that i do need friends...i wanna fill my life with all the happiness i can get....sofea and putri knows about this...they made my life awsome....

(Me)
Oh...thats new to me...well i have bad news too....i have lung cancer.Im at stage 4 and i only have 2 months to live.

(Hannah)
WHAT?!

(Me)
Yeah its true

She told me to filled my life with happiness since i have 2 months left.After a few minutes,she left cause she said she had tuition.