well, I met some people who I've, obviously, made friendships with that are vvvvvvvv fake as fukc.
They're classified as "fake" since ::::
1 - they be pulling me down for no reason.
2 - They are talking behind my back.
3 - they're only there when they need my help, which is not that bad since there's nothing wrong with helping. But, they're freaking abusive over my willingness and kindness that I've been showing to them and that is so bloody wrong.
4 - they're such ungrateful fucks. After I helped them, they'll be like "no", "sorry, I can't help you", "I can't I'm busy" (but in reality they're just simply there doing nothing but breathing) whenever I need someone by my side. or just to be there, even virtually, to have me just let it all out like the stress, the loneliness etc etc.
what I just need is someone to be there to listen to me , they don't need to do anything , they don't need to freaking sweet talk me over my rants I just need them to be there to listen to me while I am letting all of my feelings out.
5 - they're ALWAYS like really ALWAYS there when I'm having something wonderful or when I'm up. but when I'm all sad , down and all, you won't bloody see them anywhere ! like bitch stop .
YOU SEE THE PROBLEM NOW A DAYS IS THAT PEOPLE, RATHER, SOME PEOPLE IS ONLY THERE WHEN YOUVE GOT SOMETHING GREAT.
BUT WHEN YOURE DOWN, NOT BEING UP ABOVE THE TOP THEYD JUST GO AWAY SIMPLY LIKE BUBBLES. AND THATS SO FUCKED UP LIKE REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY FUCKED UP.
