Fate or Hell

Chapter 32: Consequences

After that insane night I was taken to the infirmary where my hands were patched and my face was cleaned up even though it was covered in bruises. My nose was broken and patched as well. Once they finished up I was taken back to Negan's place. The first place I go to was the kids room to check up on them. They were sound asleep so I kiss their cheeks and go into the bathroom. I look in the mirror and see my beat up face. Jesus appears behind me

Jesus: Look what that monster did to you

Me: Jesus?

Jesus: That bastard is going to get what's coming to him

Me: What?

Jesus: Your going to do it right? After what he did to our parents? What he did to me?

Me: I can't, I'm too weak

Jesus: He'll never expect it from you

Me: What if I fail? He'll kill my kids

Jesus: Study everything, your surroundings, what he does, where he goes, how to escape. You get the picture

Me: I...

*Knock knock*

Negan: what's going on in there?

I open the door

Me: Nothing, just looking at my face

Negan: We're going on a little trip

Me: What about my kids?

Negan: Shane will watch them

Me: Hell no

Negan: Do you trust me?

Daryl: Do you trust me?

He lends me his hand and I take it. We go outside into one of his jeeps and take off. I'm looking out the window

Negan: I want you to do something for me

I look at him

Negan: Rick was suppose to deliver a shipment of guns but only gave us half of what we needed

Me: And you need me for?

Negan: Well what do you think? They need to be taught a lesson so that they know when I mean a full shipment I really mean a damn full shipment not half, not a quarter, and full shipment

Me: What do you want me to do?

Negan smiles

Negan: Your going to kill one of them

Me: W-What?

Negan: You heard me. They need to learn their lessons and know I mean business

Me: I won't kill any of them. They are my family, they've been there for me and Jesus since day 1

Negan sighs

Negan: You are such a pain in the ass; you know that?

Me: I'm not doing your dirty work

Negan: Oh yes you damn well are because if you don't do it

He grabs my face and pulls me close to him

Negan: I'm going to kill your kids in front of you and then I'm going to let you watch as they turn into the dead and I'm going to give you the gun so you can put them out of their misery; how does that sound?

Me: Your a monster

Negan: Don't think I won't kill them

I start tearing up, he lets go of my face