Fate or Hell

Chapter 38: Dont Lose Hope

Days pass, not once have I seen or heard from Angel and Pauly. I cried everyday for them hoping they would come through the door at any minute but it was never them. It would either be Simon or Shane dropping off supplies I needed or food that I stopped eating. I guess they had told Negan about it and he came in one day. I was lying on the bed facing the wall. He had seen how skinny I have gotten. He sits and starts rubbing my back

Me: Don't touch me

Negan: You need to eat

Me: Where are my kids?

Negan: All you need to know is that they're fine

Me: I want to see them

Negan: No, not like this

I look at him

Me: Let me see my GODDAMN KIDS!

Negan: If you want to see them then start eating

Me: Will you really let me see them if I do?

Negan: Yes I will

He puts a plate in front of me. I look at it and start eating it really fast

Negan: Good girl

He gets up and leaves

Weeks later...

I got back into shape for my kids. The door had opened and they come in

Angel and Pauly: Mommy!!

I run over and hug them tightly while crying and kissing their heads

Angel: We missed you mommy

Me: I missed you both so much

Pauly: I got you a present

Me: you did?

Pauly gives me a metal ring, Daryl's metal ring

Pauly: I found it on the floor

I hide it before Negan sees and hug Pauly

Me: I love it thank you

Negan clears his throat. I look at him

Negan: I believe I owe a thank you

Me: Thank you so much Negan

Negan: Since you've been good. You get one of your kids for a month then get the other

Me: Why only...

Negan: Final offer. Take it or leave it

Me: Fine, thank you

Negan: You get to have them for the rest of the day. I take one of them tomorrow

He leaves

Me: Pauly; did you show Negan this?

I show him the ring

Pauly: No

Me: Good

I kiss him on the head. I will tell them when they're older