Slitting Knots

Torn Apart

Harley's POV

When I woke up, the sun was shining directly in my face.

"Ughh" I said as I pulled my pillow over my face. I had NO desire to go to school today. I turned on my side and snatched my phone.

To Mom:

"Hey, can I stay home?"

My phone vibrated.

From Mom:

"Sweetheart, you already missed 4 days in the last 2 weeks, sorry :("

Ugh!!! I groan, throwing my blankets off. I slide out of bed and look in the mirror, yep, I'm gonna need a shower.

I grab my towel and soap and shampoo and conditioner and my razor and shaving cream.

I step in the bathroom and stripped my clothes off, then looked in mirror. Ugh your so fat, I thought to myself.

I let my hands travel down my bare arm, and traced every white line on it. It was almost all white. I looked at my legs and stomach; same thing. I turned the water on and stepped in the shower.

I washed my hair and shaved then got out, then wrapped the towel around my body and opened the door.I ran to my room as fast as I could , and shut the door. I walked over to my closet and opened the door. After looking through my closet for a little while, I settle on my Like Moths To Flames band shirt and black skinny jeans and grey high-top vans. I quickly got dressed and went over to my desk. I grabbed my band bracelets and slid them on, then grabbed my foundation and coverup and eyeliner and mascara. I put foundation on my face pretty sloppily, but that's was easy to fix, now, my mascara and eyeliner, gotta be careful with that stuff. I carefully applied my eyeliner and put the mascara on, then put my shoes on and grabbed my phone, headphones, my Bring Me The Horizon hoodie and Jack skellington backpack. I put my snakebites in and grabbed elbow length gloves. Then I ran downstairs. I grabbed a bottle of water and opened the front door.

I grabbed my phone and plugged my headphones in and blasted " Morte et Dabo" by Asking Alexandria. Looking at my feet, I slowly walked to the bus stop. When I got there, I felt everyone's eyes on me. Suddenly, I felt myself being shoved from behind and I lurched forward. " I kept my eyes on the ground and waited for the bus to pull up. after what seemed a million years, the dusty yellow bus wheezed and pulled up at a stop. Kids quickly gathered around the door. I stayed where I was until most of the kids were on and I approached the bus door. The bus driver glared at me and I looked away. I got on the bus and looked for an empty seat. Kids grabbed their backpacks and set them next to them, removing all empty seats. I slowly walked to the back, feeling everyone's eyes on me. When I finally found an empty seat, I slid into it and pressed my face against the window. Not long after, I felt someone tapping my head. I turned around and saw the most popular girl in my school, Christina Williams, glaring at me. With her c cup cleavage and her not so flat ass, she had all the guys literally worshipping the floor she walked in, and if she talked to them, they acted like they won the lottery. She pulled out one of my headphones and whispered in my ear, "your so fat and ugly, why do you even come to school? Why not spare everyone from having to look at your face?" I ignored her, and ended up getting slapped. I winced, feeling my left cheek burn. "Answer me, Quinn" she said my last name with discust.

Yes, I know what you're probably wondering, yea I'm named after Harley Quinn, the comic book character. My birth dad is a really big comic book nerd. Now my stepdad? He's an abusive drunk. Don't get those mixed up. Nice birth dad, abusive stepfather. Two very different things.

"Answer me, you bitch!!" She screams at me. "I--I don't know" I reply, stuttering. "Ugh, you discust me"she said, sitting back in her seat and continued talking to her friends.

I put my headphone back in and stared out the window for the rest of the ride.

The bus was pretty bad, but I was smart enough to know that when I got to school, it was gonna be much worse.

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