The Heart Breaking truth

Smile

Your smile wipes my mind

I forget about the tears you make me shed

All of the times I've changed myself for you

I forget about the pain you've caused me

The lies you spread

That smile makes my heart flutter even though I wish it wouldn't

It makes me feel whole again

But when you're talking to me

You're tearing my heart apart once again

You lie to our about me

While I'm telling the truth about what we are

You're hiding behind that wall

Trying to be someone other than the person you are with me

You're telling yourself that it won't hurt me

That it's all worth it in the end

It's not

We both know that everyone thinks I'm lying

I know that almost everyone hates me now

I know that this pain is worth it

But it's caused by you

And that's like stabbing a rusty knife into my back

Messy and so painful