Decision

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Hate yourself for who you are

Depersonalize and mend the scar


Just hide behind that petty wall

Pretending you don't care at all


Despise them all from within

Because that's the way it's always been


Disassociate from one's self

Filing your halves on the shelf


And get lost in the story of the mind

Create the meaning you cannot find


And it doesn't matter to me

Everything's fine as far as I can see


But you've forgotten haven't you

There's nothing more that we can do

It's up to you


It's always been up to you, the choice has always been and always will.

Don't throw it all away, don't blow it all away, don't kill the day

As the path diverges with each personality, omnipotent and free

Don't lose it today, it doesn't have to be this way, there is another way

There is no telling what lies ahead, only what you make yourself

Don't falter before the end, self awareness around the bend, decision of myself and who I want to be, mind numbing infinity, peel away lies self taught, existential introspective thought.

I am, I was, I will be.

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