Hate yourself for who you are
Depersonalize and mend the scar
Just hide behind that petty wall
Pretending you don't care at all
Despise them all from within
Because that's the way it's always been
Disassociate from one's self
Filing your halves on the shelf
And get lost in the story of the mind
Create the meaning you cannot find
And it doesn't matter to me
Everything's fine as far as I can see
But you've forgotten haven't you
There's nothing more that we can do
It's up to you
It's always been up to you, the choice has always been and always will.
Don't throw it all away, don't blow it all away, don't kill the day
As the path diverges with each personality, omnipotent and free
Don't lose it today, it doesn't have to be this way, there is another way
There is no telling what lies ahead, only what you make yourself
Don't falter before the end, self awareness around the bend, decision of myself and who I want to be, mind numbing infinity, peel away lies self taught, existential introspective thought.
I am, I was, I will be.