Life❤❤

Chapter 2

Hey guys I'm back!!!!!! Okay so y'all remember when I said that I prayed and ask God to change my life? Well that didn't work. Okay now I thought my prayers would be answered but the thing is that I need to talk to Jesus by myself because me and him need to have a talk. But anyway my worst day of my life was horrible because it made my mom cry and I hurt her also. But this how it started. Me and my lil brother was arguing and my grandma called me and him so we came and she was talking and my brother called me out my name so I called him a bastard and he snitch which got me and my grandma to get into a fight and she hit me in the back of my head and I yelled and said "IM DONE". So she came behind me into her room which she was coming closer to me and I was in the corner and I was scared as hell but she kept on talking and yelling and then call herself spitting on me so I snapped back at her and she choked me so I push her hands off me which she was bout to hit me...well punch me. So she was coming in my face. Then told me to go sit down in the living room and I told her "No, I'm not sitting down" and y'all what really hurt me the most was when she said "Your mama told you about calling your brother a bastard but let's forget you was a bastard first because you didn't know who your real daddy was". And y'all my blood started boiling like you boiling water. But to be honest that wasn't my fault because my mom kept that from me and that was sad. And after... I forgot to say that my dad passed away "January 31,1985- August 17,2014"  and that's why I get pissed to fast when it comes to my dad. But after she said that it felt like someone stumped on my heart and crash it into million of pieces. So I left it alone and on that day "September 11,2016" I was in church and I got up to my favorite song and started moving and clapping and in my head was like it's time to pray but harder.