never to fall again | bucky barnes |

#7

"Who are you?"

That words just slip out of your lips as you stare into his icy cold blue eyes. "Who are you,James? Why did you save me? What's all of this? What's happening now?"

"(Y/N)...I,"

"What james? "

"No, no. It's nothing. Nothing's happening. You're just safe now. That's all, you're safe with me. " he said

"What do you mean safe? After all that just happened you think im safe?! I need to UNDERSTAND Now! I've been chased and someone is trying to KILL ME!" , you shouted. You were scared, you felt hopeless. And angry.

"NO !" ,as the table infront of you just broke into half. You were startled and froze as Bucky grabs both of shoulder and

" They're using you to get to ME!" He said.
You flinch as his hands squeezed your shoulder.
"They going to torture you, they hurt you! Until you never know pain.."

You felt your body shivering...
His face was really angry. He held your shoulder for quite a time. Until his face just changed into a sorry,scared face...

He slowly released your shoulder. You touch your shoulder as it feels like all the blood just flow into that area....it felt numb.

"I, im sorry..." he looks like he's was trying to hold his cry. He dashed out from the kitchen and went to the living room.

You felt guilty cause you think you egged him on. You followed him where he was sitting on the couch,his face on his hand. His body was slightly trembling. You felt something about him that so mystery and whatever it is. It must had hurt him so bad.
You know how to calm down somebody in panic attack or just having their episodes or whatever it is...you learned it from your mother... because when you were still a child. You were always had a nightmare and always woke up with a panic attack.

"No. Stop. Urgh stop it." He cried, his hand in his hair.

You leaned closer to him. You placed yourself in front of him and kneel down. You placed your hand on his head. Slowly you reach down to his back and you hugged him... his body still trembling as you hugged him..

"Shhh.. imsorry, im here"

You held him as long as you could to get him calm down. His body stop trembling. He was already calm. As you tried to break the hug..

"Uff"

He wrapped his hand around you. You dont know what to do. You just froze from his act.. he hold you so close cause you can feel his strong heart beats fast. And it calms you down,hearing his heartbeat.

He hugged you for a quite a while.
Then he suddenly release you

"Im sorry... im sorry,(Y/N)..i'll tell you who am I, soon.but not now... "

"Um its okay, " you felt you blushing.

"Uh I better go get shower"

*you walks.

"And James? Promise me you will tell me about you"

"I promise,dollface"

You turned and cant help but smiling because of what he calls you that.