That Person

CHAPTER 4

The fact that Jeonghan read my diary and didn't figure out who "that person" is kinda made me feel frustrated, but I didn't really say on that page a name so I got over it really quickly.

This was written on the next page that Jeonghan had read.
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"Do you think it would be a good idea to tell him how I feel?" Jisoo asked Seungkwan who was sitting with him on the cafeteria.

"Well, do you think that would make you feel better?" Seungkwan responded taking a bite of his burrito.

"I think so.." Jisoo stopped thinking about how he was gonna say his next statement.

"But?" Seungkwan already knee that there was a 'but' on what he was about to say.

"The fact that I might get rejected is scary, but the scariest thing for me is ruining the friendship and making everything awkward." Jisoo took one of his fries.

"I will tell him though cause it may be awkward between us after..." He ate the fry. "Me hiding it is eating my mind and I'm tired of it." He took smelled and poked his burger before taking a satisfying bite.

"Well I think that if it is eating your mind, you should definitely tell him." He took one of Jisoo's fries.

A really handsome guy came up to them and hugged Seungkwan from the back and kissed his cheek. Making him chuckle like he already knew who he was. It was Mingyu, Seungkwan's boyfriend.

"Hey baby." Said the handsome guy.

"Hey boo." Responded Seungkwan and pecked him on the lips.

"Ugh." Added Jisoo pretending to puke which made the three of them back.

"Oh come on, you wish you were like this with Jeonghan." Seungkwan winked at Jisoo. They both looked at Mingyu since he didn't know that Jisoo liked Jeonghan. Mingyu looked at both of them and laughed.

"I won't say anything." He raised his pinky finger.

Jisoo and Seungkwan both sighed in relief.

"Okay so Jisoo wants to tell Jeonghan about his feeling and he's worried that it's gonna be awkward between them." Seungkwan told Mingyu.

"The thing is that Jeonghan likes Seungcheol...that's why I'm worried that it's gonna be awkward." Jisoo added to Sewungkwan's statement.

Mingyu sat down and took one of Sewungkwan's nacho chips.

"Well I think that it being awkward just simply comes with it. So maybe you should just tell him." Mingyu said before eating the chip.

"Yeah...you're right." Jisoo rested his head on his hand.

"You're a great guy, Jisoo. If he doesn't accept and reciprocate your feelings you can find someone that deserves you, not that Jeonghan doesn't. Jeonghan's also a great guy, he's just in love with a player. As cliché as it sounds." Mingyu took the plate of nachos and started eating more. Seungkwan just sat there nodding.

"Thank you, Mingyu." Jisoo raised his head from his hand and looked at Mingyu. "If I tell Jeonghan about it and he doesn't feel the same way, maybe I can get over it quicker." He slightly smiled.

"Anytime." Mingyu said

"Thank you, Seungkwan for hearing me out and giving me advice." Jisoo stood up and touched Seungkwan's arm.

"Always, I'm here for you." Seungkwan and Jisoo smiled at each other.

Jisoo then walked away to his class and left the other two there.

"I'm watching you." Seungkwan pointed at Mingyu with his finger.

"Oh, are you jealous? It's true though. He's a great guy and he doesn't hear it as often as he should, but you're still my only one." Said Mingyu which made Seungkwan go "aw" and gave him a kiss on the lips.

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"Are you serious?" Jeonghan thought aloud, making Jisoo look up at him. Jeonghan then realized that he wasn't just thinking to himself.

He sighed. "Look." He said looking down and pointing somewhere with his hand.

Jisoo followed the direction that Jeonghan's hand was leading him to and there he saw Seungcheol and the handsome guy from before. Jisoo knew there probably was something going on between them, but he didn't want Jeonghan to feel bad. As selfish as it sounded, he didn't want to deal with Jeonghan being sad at the moment.

"You know, Seungcheol did say that he had some questions about the class so maybe he's just explaining to him whatever he has questions about. Or he's just letting him know about the party." Jisoo told Jeonghan what he wanted to hear, not what he actually thought was happening.

"You're right I'm probably too paranoid." Said Jeonghan pulling the hair tie he had holding his ponytail and letting his hair fall gracefully on top of his shoulders
He then ran a hand through it to fix it a little more.

"Wah, so beautiful." Jisoo whispered, it was so quiet that Jeonghan couldn't make out what he had said.

"What?" Jeonghan asked.

"Oh...uh I said.. Wah I so hungry..yeah I'm hungry." Jisoo laughed nervously and Jeonghan seemed to believe that Jisoo was actually hungry.

"Oh well, I'll buy you a slice of pizza or a taco from the kiosk."
Jeonghan said reaching to his pocket to take his wallet out.

"Oh no that's fi-." When he looked to his side waving his hand as a 'no, it's fine' sign, Jeonghan was already on the kiosk ordering two tacos.

"He's being really nice lately, nit complaining though." Jisoo said to himself, walking towards Jeonghan who was already holding both of the tacos.

Jisoo grabbed his and they sat on a bench.

"Thank you." Jisoo said before taking a bite of the taco.

"It's fine, it's just a taco." Jeonghan chuckled.

"Can I ask you something." Jisoo turned his head so he was looking at Jeonghan.

"Uhm. Yeah. Sure, what is it?" He was a little weirded out because Jisoo wanted to ask a question all of a sudden.

"Uhm.. Well... What's your favorite pizza topping right now."

'Are you serious Jisoo? FAVORITE PIZZA TOPPING?' Jisoo was so mad at himself for not being brave enough to ask him what he really wanted to ask.

"Uh.. At the moment I'm liking it fairly simple. Just cheese or maybe with pepperoni." Jeonghan looked at Jisoo and laughed.

"Oh okay." Jisoo felt so awkward and Jeonghan got serious.

"I know there's probably something else you want to tell me, but I won't force you to do so. Just know that you can talk to me. Its the least I can do for such a good friend like you." He smiled kindly.

It's not that Jisoo didn't appreciate Jeonghan's friendship and concerns, it was just so frustrating how he chickened out like that.

"Thank you, I really appreciate it, Jeong." Jisoo smiled back at Jeonghan.

"Anytime." Replied Jeonghan.

-AAAAND here's chapter 4!!! Hope you like it!! 😊-