7

11.2K 270 51
                                    

J?

G

How do you deal with stress and anxiety

If you get it?

Idk like everyone gets it but like

Anxiety

Wait

Grace

I've known you for like 2 and a half weeks

Is it weird that I'm asking this

Don't worry it's okay

Grace

I'm going to go colour in

Sorry (promo bitch)

Grace

What what

Stop for a second

No no it's okay, it was weird of me to even mention that

Idk what happened legit don't worry

GRACE

Okok

Let me talk for a sec

Okay

But you're technically texting not talking so

Omg don't make me kill you

Okok I'm sorry

Okay firstly, stop apologising

Secondly

You have anxiety?

Um

Mildly

Like medium

Like medium to high maybe

I have anxiety yes

So do I

What

Did I stutter

But I learnt to handle it

Sometimes

Sometimes I can't and I'm a blob of anxiety mess and stress and ew

But I can help you

Really?

And if I get bad you can help me

Actually now that I think about it, you've saved me a couple of time over the past few weeks

I have?

I don't get stressed when I talk to you

But I'm a pain in the ass

Like you

Your a pain in the ass too

Yes

Thank you captain obvious

But we are compatible I guess, I enjoy talking to you, I look forward to it everyday

And I know you do to so don't be a stubborn bitch

He can read me like a book ladies and gentlemen

So what's up?

One of my best friends just broke up with her boyfriend

Wait what?

Did I STUTTER

What does that have to do with you?

Um hello?!! Are you aware of all the break ups I've been through??

No... How many boyfriends have you had...

None?

You are making no sense

Sos

I've never been in a relationship doofus

Here I'll give you the list.

And also, can you keep in mind I am NEVER this open with people. You're just over the other side of the world and can't really affect my life as much as someone over here could.

Agreed, I feel the same

Okay firstly, my parents are divorced

Wait? Aren't they in America together???

Oh right yeah I totally forget about that. Scott isn't actually my dad, he's my step dad.

My dad died 5 years ago.

Oh my Grace, I'm so sorry...

No no it's fine, of course I miss him but I'm okay.

Most of the time anyway.

Okay so my mum and dad got divorced when I was 9, so 11 years ago.

My mum had 6 men before Scott, they're married now and have been for 4 years so hopefully he will stick lol.

1 of them was

Actually don't worry about that for now. My dad had 9 girls, he was dating some girl before he died too but I haven't seen her since so.

That's a lot of change for a kid

Yeah preach. So basically I have a lot of trust issues, I've never seen a functioning relationship, I flip out when ever someone comes to me about a break up and

And

And I'm afraid of them

Of relationships?

Um

Yeah... I just

Don't want to set myself up for failure I guess...

Oh Grace

I know, I'm being stupid

I never said that, I completely understand

You do?

Of course, I mean, yes I don't want you to be afraid of commitment or what ever but I understand why you feel the way you do. You've never seen anything or anyone who's prepared to fight for love. You're scared and broken and traumatised to an extent.

Wow

Not to contradict everything you just said but

I think I love you

you fucking ruined our moment

Thank you

For?

Idk

For being you

Texts | Justin Bieber ✔️Where stories live. Discover now