Surviving the nights of death and days of hell (ONHOLD)

Song wrote for you

    Your POV
      ~in the dream~

I was 4 years old and was walking around and some mean girls who were older than me dragged me to an ally way and started beating me up and I knew I was gonna get more at home.

      ~Continue beating up in dream while boys are doing stuff~

Garroths POV

She keeps screaming stuff like 'STOP' or 'LEAVE ME ALONE!' Or 'WHAT DID I DO' she keeps moving around which is not helping Laurence just left to go get Lucinda cause well she knows potions. Every time she screams I keep wondering what she is dreaming about.

Lucinda walks in with Laurance just in time "omg WHAT HAPPENED!!!" "Remember when (y/n) and Aphmau used to fight? Well Aphmau kicked her in the stomach real bad and we need help she keeps screaming" I answered and (y/n) just screamed "DON'T HURT ME I'M JUST A KID!" "She is probably dreaming about her first adoptive parents" Lucinda said. I just gave her a confused look. "Here let me explain she was adopted twice she never knew her real parents. She was adopted when she was two and they started to abuse her. That happened until she was 12, she ran away back to the orphanage and got adopted by the parents she has now but I never seen her without a long sleeve or a sweater, not even now....." Lucinda explained "oh" "I was the first person to ever know about it but when she walked home from school, this happened everyday even when she got adopted by nice parents, people would beat her up, she was bullied at school a lot and never had many friends." I felt awful, she should have never gone through that, abused, bullied, and a ton of heart breaks

We waited for an hour, Lucinda put another healing potion on her 10 minutes ago but now she was starting to wake up.

Your POV

I tried to sit up but fell back due to the pain in my stomach. I saw some boys and my best friend Lucinda "hey guys" I said as I finally get up. I looked at the guys as I slowly realized who they were. "Dante, Laurence, Aaron, Garroth, Travis" I said "heeeeeyyy (y/n)" they said in unison it was awkward for a minute until Laurence spoke up "um (y/n) we are having a welcome party for you and we wanted you to come" "sure but please don't let Aphmau come cause she will beat me" "no we won't because we don't wanted you to have another injury but you will need a healing potion before you go" Aaron replied "oh also I told them your past" Lucinda said. I can't believe she told them ugh I'm so angry. Fire balls started to form in my my hands "Ummm your H-hands H-H-have f-fire on t-t-them" Garroth stuttered. I took a deep breath and it disappeared "can I be left alone I'll lock the door so Aphmau doesn't hurt me" they all nodded and left and I locked the door behind them. I walked to my room looked in my nightstand pulled out my small knife (srry I need this for what happens), pulled up my sleeve and started cutting my skin and thinking

I'm useless

I'm weak

No one wants me

No one cares about me

Mom and dad are not proud of what I have done

My real parents abandoned me cause they don't want me

I never realized that I was crying 'til now. I put the blade away and went downstairs to get a snack

--Xx Time skip when ur readyxX--

I heard a knock on the door and yelled "ONE SECOND" I was wear a white dress that went up to my knees and a black long sleeve leather jacket. I ran downstairs and opened the door to see Lucinda YAS NO BOYS I thought "you look amazing" I said "you too now let's go" we walked there and there were light on the inside a microphone, speakers, dance floor, this is awesome. I walked up to the microphone and said "hey every one this party is amazing and I thought I would sing a little song for you"