Every piece of me that I am
Despises my purpose of existence
This'll be clear on further read
If not now that you must've hinted.
Every pursue I proceed
Towards my dream I want to become
Is only driving me away
From you my chosen one.
Fate calls, fate despises
Neither I nor you can change.
We must deal with what we deal
Life calls in ways we love not.
I still try to pursue to my dreams
Whilst my feelings for you remains the same
Unfaltering and not altering
Will my feelings always be, I say.
I love you boy
But am too an inexperience in the field.
I think I'm lying to myself.
Heh! Then tell me why am I hurt upon your thoughts.
I guess this despised girl can only
Deserve a dream to long for you.
For then, if it would turn out true
The world shatters, the flaw--
--- her longings and dreams she still pursues, Karma truly is a bitch.
❤ Chubbee
