Smile For Me: Jacksepticeye x reader

Chapter 11: Thank goodness you're ok

(Your POV)
--Mark started to drive again and I just sat there in shock. 'That's its? That's all you are going to say?........dam you'

--"Fine," I pouted and continue looking for my pills. I felt a hand placed on my shoulder. I looked back to see Felix smiling weakly.

--"Don't worry. You will get through this. We will get through this but our main concern right now is the kids," Felix smiled warmly. His eyes started to water. He was clearing thinking about Marzia. And I felt really bad for him. I mean who wouldn't? He had dated Marzia for six years! Its hard to move on from that. I mean I haven't know J-Jack for that longer and its hard for me to even talk about him.

--'He is right.....what am I thinking!? All I care about right now is my kids!' I thought. We started to pull up to the nearest hospital. I quickly ran out of the car, my heart pounding. I pushed past all the people desperately looking for my kids. I opened my mouths to scream their names, but nothing came out. 'Worthless me! I cant even call for my own children! Stupid ass voice work!'

--Clearer seeing my desperation Mark ran up behind me. "Cade! (Caden his nick name is Cade. Or that's what Mark calls him) Ash! Sam!" Mark called. I tried to smile at him in thanks. But ever since Jack's death I couldn't smile. I rushed to the front desk.

--"I-am-(Y/N)-McLoughlin-I-am-looking-for-my-kids!!" I said so fast I didn't even understand myself. The lady looked at me and smiled. The people around me looked at all of us crazy. We all had blood all over us  and our clothes was torn.

--"Miss please, slow down. Now you are looking for your kids?" She said as if I said it as clear as day. I nodded quickly.

--"Do you kids happened to be named Caden, Ash, and Sam?" The nurse had asked. I nodded once more. "Yes," I stuttered.

--"I am Linda and I will take you there. Quickly follow me please," the nurse said. She started to walk to a near room. I quickly followed her. Mark, Ken, and Felix followed close behind.  Linda quickly turned into the room numbered '9503'. I walked in and saw my three kids sitting there bleeding and with casts around their arms and legs.

--My poor boy Ash had a broken leg and an ice pack around his wrist. Sadly he also had a busted lip. Caden had a cast around his arm and a bandage around his leg. And Sam.....my baby Sam..... she seemed to be in a ok shape. He nose was red and so were her cheeks from being slapped. And she also was holding an ice pack against her wrist.

--"Mommy!" Caden, Ash, and Sam said at the same time. My eyes widened then watered. I smiled. 'My babies'  I quickly ran over and hugged my youngest Sam. Mark ran and hugged Caden while Felix hugged Ash. I started to cry hugging Sam.

--"Mommy? Why are you crying? We are safe now," Sam whispered to me. And she was right....this was the safest I ever felt in a long time. I pulled away and hugged the rest of my kids. When I was done I stood before all my children.

--"Mom? Where is auntie Gloria? And auntie Lety?" Ash asked looking around.

--"And Marzia," Caden asked looking around for Marzia.

--"Mommy? Where is daddy?" Sam asked titling her head side ways. My eyes watered more and cold tears started to stream down my face. 'What do I tell them?' 

--"D-Daddy......," I began but couldn't finish. But Ash and Caden knew what was happening. Their eyes widened and watered as they turned to their little sister. They quickly wiped away their tears staying strong for their sister.

--"Dad went on away one a trip," Ash smiled weakly.

--"He will be back soon, I promise," Caden said after Ash. I stood there is shock. Never have I ever heard Ash or Caden lie to their "baby" sister. I weakly nodded. Sam looked questionable, but then she smiled.

--"That is hard to believe that.....but you guys are my brothers and I will always trust you won't lie to me," Sam grinned. I looked over at my sons. They looked broken inside but they put on a fake smile. I tried to change the subject.

--"Ash, my love, did you lose your glasses," I smiled. Ash nodded then sighed.

--"How am I supposed to study my notes now?" Ash joked. We all laughed. Mark, Ken, Felix, Ash, Caden, Sam, and me. We all smiled and everyone began to talk. I looked around the room at everyone. I smiled. This was our family now. Sooner or later we would have to tell Sam the truth.

--But for now....it was just us......and that was ok. For now at least...........