Smile For Me: Jacksepticeye x reader

Chapter 16: Giggles

--'Giggles' I hear giggles. Whose giggles? Why giggles? I see.....a bright light. I lift up my arm to shield my eyes. I saw Jack....my eyes watered with joy. 'Why isn't he looking at me?' Instead his back is to me and he is smiling he other direction.... 'Why?'

--I reached for him slowly but before I could reach him he quickly turned around toward me. I smiled weakly. He didn't smile back...his face looked panicked. He quickly ran towards me. I knew he couldn't see me...I wasn't really there. His body ran straight through mine. I looked at what he was looking at. There I was....I was on my knees holding my little girl Sam as Ash and Caden were huddled around us.

--There we all were on our front porch holding onto Sam for dear life. 'Isn't this what you would call....your life flashing before your eyes?' I would do anything to go back to that day where we were all alive. My body jerked to the left. I hit the ground roughly, but I couldn't feel it. I stood up weakly and watched my next "vision."

--It was me.....I was eagerly packing my bags to meet Sean. I smiled as past me ran down the stair to greet my mother.

--"Wow my little girl is all grown up. (Y/N) You look so beautiful. You're not even my little girl anymore now your running off with a boy I don't even know," my mother said while sighing. Past me rolled her eyes as she quickly grabbed juice from the fridge.

--They're conversation continued as I walked to my mother and held her face in my hands. She looked so beautiful talking to me, nagging me. I had wish I would've seen her in her last moments. I missed her so much, but I knew that soon we would be reunited.

--Past me ran out the door. Again my body was jerked to the left. This "vision" was of me meeting Jack for the first time. It was before he had dyed his hair green. Past me ran up to him as he shouted next. Right before past me could take the picture my phone had started to ring.

--I had remembered that call....the hotel had called me saying they made some "mistakes" and had no room for me to stay in. I was defecated, all the other hotels were full and I would have to go home early. Luckily Jack was there and offered me to stay at a hotel with Mark and him. I started to wonder what would've happened if my hotel wouldn't have cancelled. Would I have just left still fan-girling and never truly meeting the love of my life. 'Perhaps it was fate?'

--Once again my body was jerked to the left. This is when I had first met Mark.

--"Who is this?" Mark said without his eyes being removed from past me. I laughed. 'Oh I am going to miss Mark so much' I thought. What is Mark going to do now? Will her move back near his mom? No one was left to support him. The only thing left was his adoring fans....

--My body kept getting jerked and tossed around like nothing. I continued to go through all the life changing memories. But I stopped at one in particular. The day.....Sean died. The big fight with Hell, Dark, and the rest of the darks. I remember like it was yesterday. Gloria had risked her own life to save my children...and she died because of it.

--But she killed me....I was so confused. 'What is Gloria planning?'

--My body was jerked. This "vision" was different. Matter of a fact there was no vision....I was in a white plain room. Nothing was there no one was there. I looked around to check for someone anyone.

--A girl...not any girl. 'Gloria.' Her hair was back to it's normal brown state. She had no guns, no knifes, no grenades, no weapons at all.

--"Took you a while to get here," Gloria said smiling. She was wearing a white dress. It was beautiful.

--"Where am I?" I asked as I started walking towards her.

-"Right now (Y/N) you are between, what you would call, heaven and earth. Through the door behind me is earth. Behind you is heaven," Gloria said. Suddenly there were two doors I hadn't seen before.

--"This door," Gloria said pointing to the door that led to earth, "Does not lead you to the earth you grew to know. This is earth is much different. I sadly can not tell weather it is better or worse."

--'Why is she telling me this? Why do I care what the earth is now?'

--"But the biggest question is what door are you going to take?" Gloria asked.

--"What kind of question is that? My family is in heaven so I will take that door," I said turning around and started walking towards the door that lead to heaven.

--"Is your family really there?" Gloria asked. I stopped dead in my tracks. 'What?'

--"Of course! I saw my family die! You killed me so I could see them in heaven!" I yelled turning around quickly.

--"No (Y/N). Trust me your family is in this door," Gloria said pointing to the door that led back to earth.

--"How can I believe you? You killed me!" I yelled. My eyes watered.

--"Please believe me...," Gloria said. 'Who do I trust? Myself or Gloria...the women who stabbed my back'