Living my dream

Looking back over the past year, I never would have imagined myself where I was today. The biggest difference between then and now was that I was happy. I felt like I had something to live for. I sighed as I walked down the street. It was mid-summer and I was on my way home from the post office. Munching my wispa bar, I thought back to this time last year:

* flashback *

I walked home. It was mid-summer. I should be happy, bouncing along the street like I always did, or at least used to. School had been awful. Catherine had gone of with Harriet again today. Whenever I tried to talk to her she would always start talking about Harriet or Bethany or Lily. She knew it killed me inside. I only had her as a friend and we both new she would swap me for any of those girls any day. It was different for her. She didn't need me like I needed her. She was my only friend, my best friend but she didn't want me. People take advantage if that now. Kyle and his mates told me to kill myself today. They said I was worthless and I made other people sad. I was exhausted with everything; my life, cath, Kyle, just everything. I knew I couldn't do it anymore.

* end of flashback *

I shuddered. I didn't want to think of the events that followed that night. God, I tried to kill myself because of something that stupid! It was just so hard. I fingered the two scars I had on my wrist. No moreb, I thought to myself. I finished my chocolate and put the wrapper in the bin. I was happy now. I had amazing friends, a stable home and a dream. I had everything to live for now.

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Ok everyone so this is my first story so I'm sorry for mistakes and grammar problems I will edit these chapters once I get the story going! Please comment what you think and ummmm yea! Thanks for reading

~ sophsterr