It's Monday, today's the day I ask Thomas out again,
'I still love you and I want to go out again, so I'm asking, will you go out with me?'
Text message sent.
Message received.
'I don't want you to lose hope, but..... Uh..... I have a girlfriend'
Oh great, here comes the waterworks. Oh no. I lost him for good. My hearts in pieces. I can't stop crying, please put the pain away. I can't breath.
'Oh. Ok'
Text sent.
Message received.
'Its been 3 days, I'm sorry I didn't tell you, I thought you didn't care anymore and she does'
'Sapphire'
Incoming call.
1 missed call.
'Sapphire, answer me!'
'Sapphire'
4 missed calls.
I can't breath. I lost him. He is going to make her happy. Why did I make that stupid mistake.
7 missed calls.
'Why don't you just talk to your girlfriend'
Text sent.
Message Received.
'Because, I don't love her! I love you!'
'Please, Sapphire, I love you'
'I love you too'
Text sent.
'Will you go out with me then'
Text sent.
'I don't know. It's only been 3 days, wait 2 weeks'
There it is again. I can't breath. It only took me and him 2 weeks to fall in love what will happen with them in 2 weeks.
'Have you kissed'
Text sent.
Message Received.
'Yes...'
Oh no. I can't take it anymore. I'm not replying. It hurts.
10 missed calls.
Message Received.
'Sapphire, I love you, I broke up with her, she understands, she knows about my feelings for you, she said we can be friends until me and you break up'
Of course. The tears are still flowing. Words playing back in my mind.
...she said we can be friends until me and you break up again...
I can't breath. Why did he say that. She will take him away again. She will. She thinks we'll break up. She thinks he will realize how much he likes her and not me. I'm scared. I don't want to lose him again. No matter how much we fight I won't break up with him.
'Sapphire, will you go out with me'
13 missed calls.
'Sapphire answer me'
Outgoing call.
"Yes... I will go out with you"
"Sapphire are you okay"
"No"
"Are we dating"
Call ended.
'Yes'
Text sent.
