It's been a couple months since that insident, it was way better for a while, and then we started fighting all the time.
Now everyday theres something that we have to fight about, this and that anything.
Incoming call
reject
incoming call
reject
starts text message "Ho----- incoming call
reject
"Hold -----incoming call
reject
"Hold on" text sent
incoming call--------call ended
incoming call--------call ended
incoming call---------call ended
"Oh my fucking god do you ever listen i said hold the fuck on!!!" text sent
"Sapphire i will not hold on im almost to work"
"I cant talk on the fucking phone right now cant you just fucking wait a couple miniutes, i am fricken busy. Just leave me alone now"
"You could have just said that you were busy"
"Um a normal fucking person would get the message when their damn girlfriend says hold the fuck on but no you always have to take it too far, you could have fuckin waited for me to call you back. noooooo Thomas you never fucking do that, you always take it way too far"
I have way too much stress to deal with this shit right now, i cant deal with it.
"Fine i wont fucking talk to you"
"GOOD!!!!!!"
By this time i was yelling, why doesn't he ever try to fix anything, he says that he will fix it and then never does. I can't always deal with this stuff, he pushes me to my breaking point. I need something, I need something.
...................................razor................................
I promised that i would never ever do anything that would hurt me anymore, i can't always deal with all of this fighting, everyday almost constantly. I need an excape route... I don't know, i cant deal with this.
