"I'm passing up on bad hoes trynna Be the man that she wants"
Cozz POV
It's Sunday morning and my Grandmom Had called Me a thousand Times we were supposed to go to church today but I've been avoiding her for a couple of Sunday's Now. I can't go to church anymore knowing what I do. It always Made me Feel Empty and Guilty Inside, I still believe in god the question is Does God still believe in me.
I know that I could ask for forgiveness but I feel like I'm not ready for it it's no use in asking for forgiveness and going back to do the same shit so when I get all my business straightened out I'll Go back but for now I'm addicted to the fast life. It felt so good holding Ari in my arms her and my daughter made me feel like everything would be ok even when I don't believe in myself.
I was riding in silence with my Crew which consisted of My man PQ, Wayne and Miya. Cal had sent us to do a drop that I prayed went correctly. "Ard so what's The Plan" I questioned the crew. "Miya You taking The money. And Cozz you supposed to check the bag it's supposed to be 10 Kilos. Me and PQ Gone be on standby incase shit go down Hill" Wayne spoke with his deep ass voice. That nigga voice could be cold as hell sometimes. We all hopped out of the van and walked up to the dark Building, all dressed in black I felt like somebody straight out of scar face, it wasn't just us tho. Cal had some husky dudes that we called "the Big Guys" them the niggas that carried the Snipers and they had views from every angle they was on top of the buildings somewhere. Wayne and PQ Stood outside of the Building on each side. I held the door open for Miya As she switched in front of me I couldn't lie she was looking nice but I was so in love with Ariani that was my baby. And Miya Got around I ain't have no type of feelings for her. When we got in front of the men they all held serious facial expressions I liked that because it showed they was about they business the middle man spoke. "8 Kilos and 2 mil" "Woah I thought it was supposed to be 10 Kilos" I said. The man held his hands up "Don't shoot the messenger " " aight let me dial my boss up " I pulled my phone out "Cal answered on the third ring "speak" he said "They only got 8 lumps" I said speaking in code "He said something to somebody in the background before coming back "Aight get that and make sure all the money there. "1" we said before hanging up Miya Pulled out the money counter from her bag and began counting all the money on the wooden table. When we knew it was all there we was out. That was the easiest transaction I ever had. I got used to this shit though. I wonder how Ari would take knowing my lifestyle I know I had to tell her sooner or later. But I gotta wait for the right time.
Jermaine's POV
Me , Ari, Cozz and Melody were going out to eat to this fancy restaurant for Ariani's birthday then we were going to get Sanai from Cozz's Grandma since her birthday was tomorrow. Cozz had some money spending to do since his girl and his daughter birthdays were a day apart. I had just got Melody and we were on our way to meet Cozz and Ari since they were already there. Melody was kind of quiet so I asked her was something up. "no. I'm fine" she said Smiling slightly but I could tell she was Lying, I decided to leave it alone until we got in. We had arrived at the restaurant it was nice ashit the nicest I ever been too I'm talking all Rich, business people. We walked over and greeted Cozz and Ari They Was Matching Both Wearing Burgundy and Gold with Louboutins. When we got our tables we ordered our food and ate. They sung happy birthday to Ari and we all gave her her gifts she just sat there with a goofy grin on her face and I couldn't help but laugh. I had got her this MCM bag she said she wanted when we was at the mall Ari got her an Alex and Ani set that read Bestfriend and some Spa Gift cards and Cozz Gave her a promise ring with a card that she didn't read out loud but when she was finished she was balling I assume tears of joy since she hugged Cozz so tight that nigga looked like he couldn't breathe. Ari thanked all of us and we all went our separate ways. When me and melody got to her house I asked her again what was wrong "I saw a message on your phone from Peyton do you talk to her ?" "Nah" I said. Melody side eyed me "so why is she texting your phone ?" " I fucked her before" "Wow" melody said. " why you worried bout all that mane that was before you even came I don't mess with her nomore if you want me to delete her number I'll do that" " I do " melody spoke with her hands on her hip she watched me delete her number "Happy? " I asked sarcastically "Very" she said with an attitude about to walk away but I pulled her back to me "If I'm with you it's only you, I know you've been hurt before baby girl but I'm not gonna Hurt you, I love you Melody." She started tearing up and I pecked her lips. "Promise ?" She spoke softly "I promise baby" we continued to kiss as I lifted her up and lied her on her bed. It got heated fast she arched her back giving me easier access to take off her shirt, I unsnapped her bra. I whispered in her ear as I continued to undress her and myself "I'm going to make love to you" she quickly nodded her head with nothing but lust in her eyes.
Cozz POV
I Was on my way to pick up my daughter from My GG House. I looked over at Ari in the passenger seat she wouldn't stop staring at that damn ring I just shook my head at that girl it didn't look like a regular promise ring tho. That shit looked like something you proposed with. Me and Ari wasn't there yet but I do plan on marrying her one day , I'm glad she understood and appreciated that it was only a promise ring. Only if she knew how I got it tho. I'm going to tell her tonight I hope she doesn't leave me over it. Everything I do is for her and my daughter I would do anything for them and I hope she understands that too. I parked my wheel and jogged up to the doorstep the door was locked so I used my key I missed my daughter so much. I walked in and she ran up to me "Daddy !" She screamed as I picked her up kissing all over her little face "Hey Babygirl I missed you " "I missed you more Daddy" she said smiling big. I giggled "where's grandma ?" I questioned "she's frosting the cake Daddy" I started to run in the kitchen but I just walked I had to remember I was an adult my GG was just finished icing the cake when I came in kissing her on her cheek I heard Ari come in "Ariii !" Sanai yelled "Ari walked in holding Sanai "Hello, I'm Ari" she spoke "Its nice to meet you I'm Wilma but you could call me GG" she said giving Ari a hug "would you guys like a piece of cake before you go ?" "Yes" we all said in unison and GG Let out a chuckle as she made four slices in the cake and put it in a bowl with a top on it for us to take home. After I put Sanai in and opened Ari's door I headed to my house. Sanai was sleep by time we got there so I carried her to her room and gave Ari her Overnight bag so she could get changed when she came out she had shorts on I loved the look of her long Beautiful legs. I put a movie on Netflix and Laid down beside her. Ari I have to tell you something "oh boy" she sighed and rolled her eyes moving away some "I'm listening " I was quiet for awhile as I just looked at her she held a look of worry and Insecurity. "I do bad things Ma" I finally spoke. " like what" she asked after awhile kind of like she really didn't want to know. "Like Thug Shit" I said " I knew that" she replied "Nah Ari , I don't just Deal Drugs Babygirl " "Ooooh" she said catching on "So what you do ?" I instantly got uncomfortable "Come on Ari" I said "Do you kill people ?" She asked I moved afraid to answer that. Finally I bit my lip and nodded my head nervously. She didn't say anything at first. Then she spoke some words that shocked the hell out of me "I Love you Cody" she said as she touched my face with the back of her hand. "I love you too Ari" I felt like a weight was lifted off of my chest. She accepted me and she loved me, this girl made me feel like the Only nigga in the world, and I was going soft only for Ari I heard Ari Light snores then I heard a soft knock on my door "Daddy" Sanai said rubbing her eyes. "come here babygirl" She walked over to me "Can I sleep with you and Ari ?" She asked I picked her up & put her between us She snuggled up to Ari and I got kinda jealous As Ari wrapped her arm around Sanai. I made sure my flash wasn't on as I snapped I picture of them for Snapchat and captioned it My Girls 😴💕. They both looked so peaceful this the shit I live for.
