Im (Not) fine.

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I lay on my couch crying like i have since yesterday afternoon.

"(Y/n)?"

Adam was brain messaging me.

"Yes?"

"Whats wrong?"

"I told max about my powers and he broke up with me."

"Oh no, do you want to come over to my house?"

"No its fine i knew he wouldnt except it anyways so yea im fine."

"Are you sure i felt your pain earlier literally."

"I know rejection hurts but you know i bounce back fast."

"You always have been fighter of the family,"

"I know."

"Well just wanted to make sure youre ok."

"Im fine thanks."

"Hey did you finish our suits yet?"

"Almost we just need a name."

"How about....hmm super twins?!"

"Really?"

"Radioactive rebels?"

"That sounds ok but we are not radioactive."

"The antics?"

"Adam fuck no yknow what will deal with super names later until then ill see you at the offices."

"Ok."

I got up took a shower and got dressed.

I cant let something like this break me again and prevent me from uploading for my YouTube family so if i have to act happy then i will

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I cant let something like this break me again and prevent me from uploading for my YouTube family so if i have to act happy then i will.

I drive to starbucks get a frappaccino and go to the offices.

I go in and tell everyone good morning as always. Get my schedule from emily and get started.

I do my sister vs brother dont touch the floor parkour challenge with adam,

Then my livestream.
After that i do my qna which only tore me up on the inside because all the questions were about max. But i held it together.

Afterwards i had to do a recording session with kurt hugo Schneider.

We were gonna be performing the acoustic version of the heart wants what it wants.

"Hey kurt!" I say.

"Hey! Nice place you work at"

" thank you i love it so you ready?"

"Yea."

"1.2.3." He plays his guitar.

"The Heart Wants What It Wants" (song in media.)

You got me sippin' on something
I can't compare to nothing
I've ever known, I'm hoping
That after this fever I'll survive
I know I'm acting a bit crazy
Strung out, a little bit hazy
Hand over heart, I'm praying
That I'm gonna make it out alive

The bed's getting cold and you're not here
The future that we hold is so unclear
But I'm not alive until you call
And I'll bet the odds against it all
Save your advice 'cause I won't hear
You might be right but I don't care
There's a million reasons why I should give you up
But the heart wants what it wants
The heart wants what it wants

You got me scattered in pieces
Shining like stars and screaming
Lighting me up like Venus
But then you disappear and make me wait
And every second's like torture
Heroin drip, no more so
Finding a way to let go
Baby, baby, no, I can't escape

The bed's getting cold and you're not here
The future that we hold is so unclear
But I'm not alive until you call
And I'll bet the odds against it all
Save your advice 'cause I won't hear
You might be right but I don't care
There's a million reasons why I should give you up
But the heart wants what it wants
The heart wants what it wants
The heart wants what it wants
The heart wants what it wants

This is a modern fairytale
No happy endings
No wind in our sails
But I can't imagine a life without
Breathless moments
Breaking me down, down, down, down

The bed's getting cold and you're not here
The future that we hold is so unclear
But I'm not alive until you call
And I'll bet the odds against it all
Save your advice 'cause I won't hear
You might be right but I don't care
There's a million reasons why I should give you up
But the heart wants what it wants
The heart wants what it wants
The heart wants what it wants
The heart wants what it wants

The heart wants what it wants, baby
It wants what it wants, baby
It wants what it wants
It wants what it wants

I want max.

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