Love And Power... (Mithzan max X Reader)

I cant put nobody else above you....

2 weeks later....

Your pov:
I havent been the same ever since. I dont upload much on my channel i edit and then leave. I dont speak unless im spoken to. Im just not me.
Max tries to comfort me but i always snap i never mean to i just do.
Today i decided i decided to finally update my music channel.
I go upstairs and then get on my piano.

"Hi guys i know i havent updated in two weeks but ive been going through somethings and i just didnt want to upload im sorry but here is my newest cover.
(Piano in the media.)

I hate you I love you. Lyrics:
Verse 1 - Olivia O'Brien:]
Feeling used
But I'm
Still missing you
And I can't
See the end of this
Just wanna feel your kiss
Against my lips
And now all this time
Is passing by
But I still can't seem to tell you why
It hurts me every time I see you
Realize how much I need you

[Chorus - Olivia O'Brien:]
I hate you, I love you,
I hate that I love you
Don't want to but I can't put nobody else above you
I hate you, I love you,
I hate that I want you
You want her, you need her
And I'll never be her

[Verse 2 - Gnash:]
I miss you when I can't sleep
Or right after coffee
Or right when I can't eat
I miss you in my front seat
Still got sand in my sweaters
From nights we don't remember
Do you miss me like I miss you?
Fucked around and got attached to you
Friends can break your heart too,
And I'm always tired but never of you
If I pulled a you on you, you wouldn't like that shit
I put this reel out, but you wouldn't bite that shit
I type a text but then I never mind that shit
I got these feelings but you never mind that shit
Oh oh, keep it on the low
You're still in love with me but your friends don't know
If you wanted me you would just say so
And if I were you, I would never let me go

[Radio version's additional chorus - Olivia O'Brien:]
I hate you, I love you,
I hate that I love you
Don't want to but I can't put nobody else above you
I hate you, I love you,
I hate that I want you
You want her, you need her
And I'll never be her

[Verse 3 - Gnash:]
I don't mean no harm
I just miss you on my arm
Wedding bells were just alarms
Caution tape around my heart
You ever wonder what we could have been?
You said you wouldn't and you fucking did
Lie to me, lie with me, get your fucking fix
Now all my drinks and all my feelings are all fucking mixed
Always missing people that I shouldn't be missing
Sometimes you gotta burn some bridges just to create some distance
I know that I control my thoughts and I should stop reminiscing
But I learned from my dad that it's good to have feelings
When love and trust are gone
I guess this is moving on
Everyone I do right does me wrong
So every lonely night I sing this song

[Chorus - Olivia O'Brien and Gnash:]
I hate you, I love you,
I hate that I love you
Don't want to but I can't put nobody else above you
I hate you, I love you,
I hate that I want you
You want her, you need her
And I'll never be her

[Bridge - Olivia O' Brien and Gnash:]
All alone I watch you watch her
Like she's the only girl you've ever seen
You don't care you never did
You don't give a damn about me
Yeah all alone I watch you watch her
She is the only thing you ever see
How is it you never notice
That you are slowly killing me

[Chorus - Olivia O'Brien:]
I hate you, I love you,
I hate that I love you
Don't want to but I can't put nobody else above you
I hate you, I love you
I hate that I want you
You want her, you need her
And I'll never be her

Thanks for watching guys bye." I say waving.

After words i went upstairs and edited the video. Then max came at my door.

"What?!" I say.

"Why? I come here and try to make you happy and you just push me and everyone else away why?!"

"Because i need space!"

"It seems like space is only hurting you more!!"

I run out of my office and headed outside.

"Why do you hate me?!" Max yelled,

"I dont hate you i love you i have for the longest time and it hurts that you will never!!!!!-"

Max pulled me close and smashed his lips against mine. I was at first shocked but i melted into the kiss and wrapped my hands around his neck.We pulled away slowly but our foreheads touched.

"You dont know how long ive wanted to you say those words." He whispered. He kissed me again. "You and me dinner at Luigi's restaurant 8'o clock. What do you say?" He asked.

I smiled and bit my lip. "Yes."

Adam's pov:

I watched the whole thing from my office dammit i should have had my camera!!!

A/n: i can hear every screaming right now: about freaking time!!!

I just like my stores to be kinda slow not rushed like

"Hey i like you lets make out now." On the first freaking day. Fast stories are not really my thing they are good but im just not the kind of writer who wants to rush the main characters into a relationship. (Unless its a one-shot.) Yknow what im sayin?

Anyways thanks for reading and thanks for all the reads guys i never really notice until i pay attention to the stats. But thanks it means alot to me to know you guys enjoy reading the story as much as i love writing it.
Im not here for the stats im here to have fun with the writing so if i dont address a milestone im sorry im really busy writing i just want to tell you right now i appreciate your support.
Lus ya bai!!

~Beautyqueen