At this point I do have those feelings. Bad choices had been made by both of us, but that true love feeling, was amazing. The smallest things that make you feel loved the most. Honestly as a man, father and just the person who fell in love with her, I miss you every day. I was 100% faithful to only you because all I wanted was you. Learning to deal with it hasn't been easy & also the unnecessary things that have been directed towards me & my entire family hurt. She was amazing and I still haven't been able to find any sort of way to get over her, if she was right in front of me now, I would still walk right up to her and say I LOVE YOU AND ALWAYS WILL. I have been unable to get any sort of sleep lately due to the fact that if I close my eyes she's right there with me. Now my heart has a deep scar & a very tall wall to keep this from ever happening again. I feel like a little kid writing this section but I can't sleep because I remember how it felt with her right next to me. I'm sorry but I still love you. She has given me more than enough for me to be able to move forward but right now I miss everything about her. I hear people say move on you will find someone else who will treat you better. But her love for me before it faded away was so great. I still do love you
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Being the bigger person and Try to just be positive
Non-Fictionsort of a life story about working hard,being the blamed as a source of many other people's issues is tough & still maintaining to smile and somehow stay positive all at the same time takes a toll...
