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AGAIN

Yunah's POV

3 days after i ask jimin to stop expecting such things between us.

And after that day hindi na kami naguusap

Iniiwasan nya ako

At nilalayuan

I understand him.

"Yunah im sorry"

"Sorry? For what kookie?"

Im nervous

Kanina pa toh sa bahay

"Im sorry i need to let you go."

Automatic na tumulo ang mga luha ko dahil umiiyak na rin si kookie

"B-Bakit? A-anong nangyare? B-bakit!?" -me

"I just need to! For you! hindi ka sasaya saakin yunah. Hindi! Kaya i need you to stay away from me! Im sorry!" -kookie

"NO! Jungkook PLEASE!! Dont do this! Please!"

"Im sorry pero hindi kita minahal yunah."

"Ano!? Tang ina wag kang magbiro ng ganyan kookie!"

Umalis sya

"Jungkoooooooooookkkkkkkk!!!"

Iniwanan nya ako.

Iniwanan nya akong umiiyak

Anong ginawa ko!?

Anong dahilan!?

Putang ina!

Anong nanyare jungkook!?

Ang sakit!!

Ano bang nagawa ko!?

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"Fuck ang sakit! Ang sakit sakit parin taeyhang! Wala akong kaalam alam kung anong nangyayare! PUTA!" -me

"Maybe he has a Big problem. Maybe he has an acceptable reason. You two should talk now." -taeyhang

Isang Buwan

Yes one fucking month nang hindi kami nagkikita ni jungkook.

One fvcking month narin akong naiyak!

One fvcking month akong nagluluksa!

One fvcking month akong nagmumok mok!

Puta ayoko na!

Shit! I need an explanation!

Ayaw sabihin saakin nila kuya!

Lagi nalang sinasabi na hindi pa oras

Pero Putang ina!

Hindi ko na kayang maghintay!

"Ang saya saya pa namin eh! Tapos just in a snap! Wala na! Puta i want an explanation!"-me

Siguro dahil nga first time akong masaktan ng ganito kaya hindi ko kaya.

Iyak lang ako ng iyak dito sa bar.

Lasing na lasing na ako pero nandito parin yung sakit.

Shete!

"Yunah kaya mo pa bang magperform?" -manager

"Uhuh! Kaya ko pa. Konti palang namn ang naiinom ko." -me

I lied

Umakyat ako ng stage.

Tinignan ko ang mga tao. At siguro nagtataka sila kung bakit ako umiiyak.

Don let me down~~

"Crashing , hit a wall right now i need a miracle
Hurry up now i need a miracle
Stranded, reaching out i call your name but your around
I say your name but your not around

I need yah i need yah i need yah right now
Yeah i need you right now
So dont let me, dont let me, dont let me down

Its in my head darling i hope that you should be here when i need you the most

Dont let me, dont let me , dont let me

Do-Dont let me down, down let me down

Dont let me down down down

DOnt let me down dont let me down down down

Running out of time--- jungkook?"

I saw jungkook

Crying beside the entrance

Looking at me with his Sad eyes.

That saying 'im sorry'

"Im so sorry i really need to go!" -i said at the mike

I really cry hard now AGAIN

I need to see him AGAIN

I need to talk to him AGAIN

I go outside.

I saw him running so i run too.

"Jungkook! Please talk to me!" -me

I grabbed her hand at i saw his teary eyes as well as mine.

"Why? Whats the reason!?" -me

He didnt answer

"Ano ba magsalita ka naman! Hirap na hirap na ko!" -me

He didint answer me AGAIN

"Jungkook i need an explanation! I need an acceptable reason!"

"Im sorry"

He hugged me.

So tight that i can listen his heart beat.

"Can you please tell me the reason of that bullshit!?" -me

"Im sorry but its not really the time. im so sorry." -jungkook

He hugged me AGAIN

So tight AGAIN

I push him.

He's crying AGAIN

"Dapat di ka nalang nag pakita ulet! Dapat di ka nalng nagparamdam ulet! Bullshit! I hate you jungkook! I hate you! Pinaglaruan mo ko! Shete!" -me

Pilit nya kong niyayakap pero hindi ko sya hinahayaan.

Umalis na ako.

Hindi ko na kaya eh!

Suko na ko!

Ayoko na!

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Malapit nang matapos hehehe

Harthart

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